Is Luke serious?Is this a prank?Is he going to go on a date with me and not turn up?I'm not good enough for him,I'm fat and ugly,he's slim and handsome.Should I ask him to go on a date?What if he says mean things?What if he takes me on a date,gets all his friends there,I bet he has LOADS of friends, and then make fun of me and embarrass me?What would happen then?I'm already the school loser!
I overthink to much,ugh.Where are they?My blades.There they are!*runs into the bathroom and locks the door*This is the only way out of it,I need to let the pain out.I DONT CARE IF I RUIN MY BODY!IM UGLY ANYWAY!I feel better now,wait,someones knocking on the door."Who is it?"I ask."It's Luke,let me in!"He says,"I thought you and Ashton went home?"I say."No were still here,what are you doing?"He asks."Umm errr..nothing."I lie."Yes you are,I heard you searching for metal and then run in here an-wait LILY ARE YOU CRYING!?!?"He said."What?No.Why would I?"I reply holding back my tears."Okay I'll go back downstairs then,see you in a minute bye."He said.He's gone thank god.I'm glad he doesn't know,I was scared,I need an exuse.Wait,somones coming back upstairs.
More than one person,more than two.
Li=Lily
Lu=Luke
C=Charlotte
S=Skylar
A=Ashton
S:LILY.
Li:What?
C:WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!?
Li:Umm,I'm,umm,brushing my teeth why?
A:LILY OPEN THE DOOR!
Li:Why?
Lu:LILY PLEASE OPEN IT!
Fuck I don't have any pockets on me.
Li:Go downstairs and I'll open it.
Li:WHO'S DOING THAT!?!?
A:ME IF YOU DON'T OPEN THE DOOR I'LL KICK IT OPEN!
Li:NO!
*All kick open the door apart from Lily*
Lu:What?Why?Who made you do it?
C:LILY WHY?
S:NO!
A:NO LILY PLEASE WHY?
Li:Sorry!It's not my fault!
Shit this is the part when Luke leaves me and I get judged isn't it.Why am I a fuck up?I hate life!
Lu:I love you Lily.
Li:I love you to Luke!
Luke:Your not alone babe,Ash,Sky,Charlie.
*Everyone shows their cuts/scars*
Wow.Everyone cuts.It's not just me.Luke still loves me.Sky and Charlie still like me.Ash is still a really good friend.But,I know Calum and Michael don't cut,but they're still friends,I hope.
"Dry your eyes baby girl."Luke told me.When I wiped my eyes,I turned around and Luke grabbed me and before I knew it his lips were against mine.He wrapped his arms around me so I did the same.Luke was the most sweetest guy ever.After what had happened before,they still all liked me.
That night he stayed at my house and i didn't even know!It was about 3 a.m. and I got woken up by Luke waking up and cuddling next to me."I love you."He whispered,"I love you too"I replied.
