I woke up to sounds of silents I'm your girlfriend not your ex girlfriend am I just paranoid I want to feel the room when she's init with you I want to believe its just you and me but sometimes it feels like there's three so I just wait for you to call and I try to act natural but I know you've been thinking about her and about me so while I wait put on my perfume and I want it all over you I will never tell but I hope she smells my perfume. I wanted to cry for all the pain you have cause me I felt like I was drowning in a river and no one would save me but I can never move on he kissed my lips I taste your mouth he put me in I was disgusted with myself sometimes I think I love is endless I ask myself why should I stay if you don't want too our love is like war maybe someday I'll get it in time we grow and grow stronger but I would never forget have regrets and mistakes but you were never one of them.