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The contest was held and she won as the first runner up! Not bad for her first try, you don't have much say on it to be honest because you also don't have any background about modeling, though you found it interesting, you still don't know if you want to try out on that industry yet.

Jungwoo, Mark and Haechan were officially accepted on the company, you celebrated with the whole group and you invited Elizabeth with you and they all got along well. Though the boys won't pay attention to her that much, they understood that you wanted to be her friend so they also tried to accept it.

The three won't be continuing for college since the company already had plans for the three of them and you haven't talked to Taeyong about his chosen path yet. 

"What will you do after high school?" you asked him when the both of you decided to hang out on the roof top while waiting for the others.

"Wherever you are" he said, not looking at you.

"What if I wanted to be a model?" you joked. You're not sure about that yet, it scares you, really. Because you still have no long term plans for yourself. You can't see yourself going to college with some degree you're not very much into.

"Then I'll be your co-model" he smirked.

"I was kidding" you jokingly said. 

"You should have your own dream to chase, Taeyong. For sure you want to be something" you said while looking at the sky.

The different paths that your friends were taking are already downing on you. You realized that it will never be the same all the time, and its okay. As long as they don't forget to contact you, you're fine with it.

He didn't say anything because the guys already arrived and they were too noisy about the debut thing of the three and you got excited for them too.

"My discounted tickets" you reminded Haechan while pinching his cheeks.

"I'll give it to you for free because you're my first fan" he annoyingly said while giving you a smug look. 

You rolled your eyes playfully while watching them plan for their future and their debut.

"I got... accepted for Chicago University" Johnny suddenly said, stopping the other guys for talking.

"Didn't we all know about that already?" Haechan asked and Mark gave you a worried look.

You felt betrayed for a little bit. Thinking that you were the last person to know about it hurt you a little. But acceptance. You kept whispering at the back of your head. 

"I... heard it from Taeil" you smiled a little when Johnny looked at you with guilty eyes.

"Sorry, I didn't know how to tell you yet" he whispered, giving you a side hug afterwards.

You assured him that it was okay and that it was part of growing up. Though the betrayed feeling didn't left your heart and mind, you tried your best to brush it off.

Be matured, y/n. Don't be such a kid. You keep telling yourself.