He was kind and honest like a kid
After talking for a while we had so many things in common and we were in sync
We spend so many hours of the day talking and I would get shy when people asked about who I was spending all my time with
He was everything I was looking for but I guess he didn't feel the same
Our connection was nothing more than friendship to him
All our time and nicknames we came up for each other amounted to nothing
He saw me as an outside still and that he didn't see me being in his life in the future
This killed me inside and even though we still hung out I went on crying in my room
I saw myself in a relationship with this guy who comforted me and give me surprise gifts just because
In return for his kindness I gave him merch from his favorite artist and would take him out to his favorite places
Look at us now though
We are complete strangers
He laughs and treats other girls the same way he treated me
I was nothing to him
He was my first love
In the end I was a stranger
