The Way You Change

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11-21

Primo Lagdameo

11:00 pm

Hey, gising ka pa?

Yes why?

Papatulong ka? Hahaha

Haha nope

Just want to ask something

Uy ayos ka lang?

Not really

You want me to go there?

Wag na haha

May pasok ka pa bukas e

You sure?

I can go naman

Hindi na

I just want to ask if you think I'm really not meant to be here?

Nagaaksaya lang ba ako ng oras, pera tsaka energy?

Aves naman...

You are here, because you are meant to be here

If you're not meant to be here

Then you wouldn't be here in the first place

Malay mo because of bad decisions lang kaya ako nandito

Bakit? You wanna go already?

I mean you want to leave again?

It's not that

I'm actually loving my stay here

Kaya lang parang hindi ako para dito

I keep on messing up at school

I'm so disappointed at myself

Kasi diba ginawa ko na lahat pero ganun parin yung results

It's like telling me that no matter what I do it wouldn't work out for me

Wait what happened at school?

Well, I failed my exam

But I'll still pass naman daw

But you know, I lost all my motivations

I feel so tired

It feels like my hardwork isn't paying off and hindi talaga to para sa akin

If you feel tired, you can rest

Everyone has their time

Just take your time

Work on it at your own pace

Giving up won't get you anywhere

I just want to have something
I can be proud of

That's why I'm pursuing my course

Pero ayoko na talaga hahaha

I might just drop

Don't make any decisions right now, aves

Malungkot ka e

Disappointed and all

Kaya please think about it

Sabi mo naman papasa ka pa rin naman

It's just an exam

Yeah, It's just an exam

But do you get me? I mean it's not just about the exam that I failed

Parang nag crumble lahat ng sinusubukan kong ibuild

Na no matter how hard I work, It wouldn't be enough

Sucks to be me

Sucks to not be good at anything

Nakakapagod pala Primo

Sorry

This is just so sad

I understand where you are coming from

I know all your struggles before

I'm sorry you have to go through that

Relax for a while

Pupuntahan kita bukas

Okay?

And don't decide on anything that you might regret later on