Kella love story

Part 5

Kendall's POV:
Bellas has been staying with me for a bit now and I have loved every second of it. All we did was cuddle together and watch movies or listen to music or get drunk. Bellas going through a hard time at the moment so I want to help her which is why I said she could stay with me. It's not helped the feelings I have for her but I am trying to push them aside because I'm pretty sure she doesn't feel the same why and I don't want to ruin our relationship. Me and Bella are going to go out tonight to the nightclub with Harry and Niall. "Kendall come here what should I wear?" Bella shouts from my closet. I walk into the closet and see a half naked Bella making me blush horribly. "Umm" I say clearing my throat. "What about this" I pull out a pair of grey biker shorts and a navy blue top trying to not make eye contact with Bella. "Perfect" she says taking the clothes and smiling at me forcing me to make eye contact with her. "Hurry up" I say nervously walking out of the closet onto my bed. I'm just so stunned at how that girl looks. Like how can someone look that good, I have never felt something like this before and I'm so confused.

Bella and I arrive at the nightclub and paparazzi are already there taking photos of us before we even get out of the car. We walk into the nightclub and find Harry and Niall who hand us drinks. "Not to worry you Kendall but Ben is here with some other girl." Harry says putting his hand on my shoulder. Shit I haven't spoken to my ex since I broke up with him and I'm pretty sure the girl he is with is the girl he cheated on me with. "We can leave if you want" bella says holding my hand. "No it's fine we can stay." I started downing shots to get the piece of shit of my mind. "Hey Kendall slow down" Bella says concerned. "Come dance with me" I say grabbing her hand and bringing her to the dance floor. I put my arms around her neck and she holds my waist. I don't even know what I'm doing I'm that drunk. "Your so pretty." I say staring into her eyes. "And your so drunk" she says making me laugh. I start dancing to the music making her laugh. "I should get you home" Bella says as I can barely hold myself up. Bella walks me to the exit and says bye to the boys who are kissing some random girls. Thank god the paparazzi had gone because there would some embarrassing pictures of me. Bella was holding me by the waist to keep me from falling. She helps me into the taxi and lets my hand lie on her lap and she kisses my forehead which makes me smile. She helps me back inside and I wrap my arms around her again making our foreheads touch. We stare into each other's eyes for a long time until my eyes move down to her lips. She starts moving closer to me making me very nervous. Our lips connect until Bella pulls back. "Shit shit I'm so sorry" Bella says starting to tear up. She starts to walk away until I pull her back and smash my lips against hers. Bella steps back "we shouldn't do this." She says as she grabs her shit and leaves crying her eyes out. I'm not sure what I'm meant I want to run after her but I don't think she wants me to. Shit what have I done.