Illusions

 Chapter 1 : Enclosed

We are TRAPPED. We were always, as you would say "enclosed in a space " our world is a lot more different. We try our best to stay hidden within ourselves. Try our best to stay away from the ones that are more powerful than us. the weak, the strong. We are all very different, on what we can do, for example my friends always say "stay strong even when he tugs and tugs at the brim of..." it's hard to understand our situation when you are not enclosed in a space, so small but wide enough to fit, I in it. We are trapped, enclosed, closed by the Four walls within. The person that closes us is not mean nor kind. He has a light to him so dull, as if it were wanting to bloom like a flower in spring, but that flower can't bloom because it's winter and has less time than it thinks.

We all sit around a table on the ground, if we didn't bring a towel or a pillow to sit on, we would have to be on our knees. We know when it's time to eat and when It's time for...to play. We try, we try, but some of us are really unfortunate that they had to go through that pain to lose the only two people that they had left. Some of us have nothing, some of us have to give in to get things. Who in their right mind would agree to such wrong things that will affect there's future. All in all, all I can agree on is that Ava doesn't deserve being treated the way she is being treated at the moment. She's a limp flower, she can't withstand the backlash of what she is getting into. You are extremely lucky if you get adopted from this dump of a place. Some kids have even committed some things that are unspoken within the eight walls I see. We have sworn to our loved ones that we will not condone to these adults till we have broken every little thing that makes us, us. I'm almost at the end of my lifetime, even when I'm so young, we don't speak about these things. We make sure to take care of each other and make ourselves better in ways that we never shared with our "parents." Even if we don't know where they are most of the time, we still believe that we can find each other again even when we know that our life is mysterious to others. We still try to stay in what we call our Four walls. To not get the treatment that Ava is withstanding right now. I tell myself she will be ok, when I know I have to lie to myself to get to that point, where I can't reach far into the darkness no more.

Shall no more time be given to those that hurt and kill, shall no more time be given to those victims that are blamed for who's actions. We aren't like the other children. We have so little life in our eyes that your soul has just left and took a trip to family land to find a little light bulb. That lightbulb was put in front of us to see up close how we look and feel and how we see or preserve things. Adults come all the time but a few only get chosen every year. We pray every single day to be chosen in the group of the to be chosen. And if you last more than 12 years in that place I call the Four walls, you will have to be. executed. We try so hard but I guess my time has come. My name is Haley Blackheart. I'm one of the oldest children in the eight walls I see. Now it's my chance to lose my faith.