15 seconds or less [Larry stylinson] (Completed)

Chapter 13

⚠️mentions self harm and panic attacks⚠️

Harrys pov

We walk into my mums house and she runs to the door to greet us 

"Harry!" She hugs me and looks at louis 

"And you must be louis!" She hugs him and he hugs back and smiles

"Nice to meet you Ms. Styles" 

"Oh call me anne! And hopefully twist soon!" 

"Okay nice to meet you anne" louis smilrs

Mum walks back to the kitchen and continues to make dinner

I see louis is a bit confused so I catch him up

"My mum has been dating Robin, Robin twist for two years and there talking about marriage so that's why she said that" 

He just smiles, what the hell is going on 

Did I miss our anniversary? No that on Tuesday

October 3

(Ps: i don't know if i made it clear but harry will be leaving in October for tour and he has a week break for Christmas)

I shrug it off, he's probably just having a bad day

We walk into the dinning room and help my mum set the table 

We set up four spots 

"Who else is joining us?" 

"My sister, Gemma, mom where is gemma?"

"Oh she's out with friends should be home soon" anne responds while putting the food on the table

Just then a car pulls up and drops Gemma off

"Mummm! Is harry home yet?" 

"You wish!" I yell back 

She screams "harrah" and comes running into the dinning room she hugs me and introduces herself to louis and the rest of dinner goes smoothly 

Next thing I know we are getting back into the car, I wonder if showing Louis the rest of my songs would cheer him up? I wouldn't bring it up unless he did

He didn't.

I dropped louis off at his house and he went inside without saying goodbye or saying I love you he just left

I decided to go for a drive, maybe get Louis an anniversary gift considering it's in 4 days. Tomorrow's the 1st of October 

I end up getting something but it's a bit bigger than I expected, he also may not like it, it is a big step.

I drive back to my house and end up watching a movie with my mom and sister

(Ps: louis is 18 and so is harry, there both seniors but it says that at the beginning)

 I went to bed around midnight but it wasn't easy...all I could think about was what if Louis doesn't really love me and it just slipped out? What if he wants to break up? He is being distant and weird

Over the next few days it's the same. Well it gets worse. He ignores my text, when we are together he barely talks and seems out of it and kinda hurt? Sad? Angry? Confused? 

I end up getting panic attacks in the bathroom and cry myself to sleep

It gets pretty bad, I almost cut, but i stopped myself for my mum, for gemma, for the band, for the fans, and most importantly for louis......

I see him the night before are anniversary 

Were hanging out at his house and his mum is at work

The tension is the worst it's ever been, were sitting on other sides of the room farthest away from each other 

I get up to leave because I'm sick of this bullshit

"Where are you going?" Oh so he finally speaks 

I give him a glare "home"

"Why?"

"Why?" I chuckle 

"You, your why"

"What the hell did I do??" He stands up

He cant be fucking serious???

"For the past fucking week you have been out of it and don't tell me you don't realize its gotten so fucking bad im having panic attacks!" 

"I don't know what you talking about" he says, obviously lying 

"Cut the bullshit, do you want to break up!?" I said trying to be strong and tough but a tear escapes my eye

He softens and I hear worry in his voice "no! What? No, I love you harry!" 

"Well you haven't told me for a week, you have barely talked to me! What did I do wrong??" I'm sobbing now and louis is crying 

"You didn't do anything harry im- I'm sorry"

"Louis! What the hell is bothering you?" 

"Remember Tyler?" 

"Yeah"

"He's my ex, he tried getting back with me and it reminded me of my past" 

"So you pushed me away? That hurts me you know I almost fucking cut myself do you fucking realize how head over heals I am for you!?" 

"Thats the fucking problem harry I feel the same and last time this happened it ended badly!" 

"Well this isn't last time this is now!" 

"I know…..just the thought of getting more attached to you then you leaving me for someone else while your on tour kills me so I pushed you away so I wouldn't be as hurt but it just made me and you worse and before you say anything I do trust you its me that I don't trust....i- its just...he was my last serious relationship and it ended badly...I walked in on him and my best friend having sex....it hurt it really hurt it took me forever to get over him then I met you...harry I love you more than I ever loved him and it just- im terrified to lose you- i- I cant lose you..."

Louis pov

I expect him to leave yell walk out after that but he just hugs me and I fall into his lap both of us crying 

He whispers "i know i'm supposed to give you this tomorrow but I need you to realize why you shouldn't be afraid, why i won't leave you" i'm confused, does he mean for our anniversary?

He gets up and leads me to his car, we drive for about 20 minutes before we park in front of a big building 

He leads me inside and onto the 7th floor 

We walk down a long hallway before stopping in front of a door and he unlocks it and walks in, i follow closely behind 

"What is this?" I ask

"Our new home"

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I shed a few tears writing this...i really hope you guys enjoy this chapter!

Kai-🍒

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This is definitely my favorite chapter yet!