Stuck

London

Hey my name is Sylvia. There's not much to say about me, just that I'm blonde with blue eyes, that's all. I'm one of these girls that are alone, might just be deep inside, but I'm alone. I don't have many friends. I'm scared to have some, what if they suddenly become mean to me?
I just moved to London and tomorrow is the first day of school, it will probably be just like any other day of my life, boring and without meaning. I have this one friend thought that goes to my new school, I might see her tomorrow, but I'm not sure what she looks or is now. Haven't spoken to her in years.
It is currently 7pm and my mom just called me down for dinner. My dad is in paris for some 'potential new clients', they are to high in society to accept his proposal, even he knows this. My sister, Chloe, is in her room, she is anorexic and hardly eats anything. As I sat at the table alone with my mom, she started the conversation with a fake smile on her face,
"So, darling, hows was your day", she asked knowing i did nothing but read.
"Fine, I guess, Tris died in the last book, and in the new book i started the main ca..."
" That's to bad, well i finished my dinner, I'm gonna go to bed"
I hate it when she cut's me off like that, it just makes me hate her even more. having nothing to do, i went to bed.