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My phone started ringing, I looked at it and seen the poop emoji. I rolled my eyes because what the fuck does he want. Breeze and I had been on and off for about a year now and the relationship just wasn't it. It's like I was a convenience for him, an option. Especially when mommy dearest comes into town. Ugh, I hated the lady and didn't even know her. Lmao.

Never met the lady. I don't know what she looks like, I've never had a conversation with her. She had him so spoiled, and any time she called it's like he'd become frantic, stop everything that he was doing and do what she needed to be done. At this point, I really don't care.

I finished blending my foundation and texted Breeze back "wassup, doing my makeup." Preston walks into the bathroom, and ask which shirt goes better with his pants. I told him, either would go, just depends on the shoe. Breeze text back, "Doing makeup for what? Where you going?" I reply back "Dinner party".

Preston then says "I want to match your fly, what kind of shoes are you wearing?" I showed him the heels I would be wearing, plus the bag and jackets. "Okay, bet." He was so excited, but I wasn't sure why. This would be the first time, for both of us to be in public together. We had been out together before but not together together.

"What dinner party?" At this point I was becoming aggravated, "for a friend."

Preston looks at me, "the fuck he talking about?" "Nothing, P, just asked what I was doing." "I can't say much about the situation right now, but I don't want it to ruin our night."
"And it won't Pres, imma stop texting him, I just don't want him to blow my phone up."

Preston shakes his head, smacks his lips and walks out of bathroom. I thought to myself, here we go. I finished up my makeup with a red lip, and walked out the bathroom over to Preston and wrapped my arms around him and placed my head on his back. "What's wrong Pres, why you upset?" " I ain't upset, I'm just not in the mood for this nigga messing up our night. I don't know why you even texted him back Jai."

"What the fuck was I suppose to do Preston, don't you text her back when she hit you up? So I don't understand the issue here."

"It's not an issue, you just ain't have to hit ole boy back. Gah damn I'm tryna make sure we have a good night, that's all."

"Okay Preston my bad, okay? Relax." I grabbed his face, "look at me, look at me." He lifted his head and looked at me, "I'm sorry okay, imma go ahead and dead the conversation with him and my focus will be on you. Okay?"

"Okay Jai." He looks at me in my eyes, and I smile. He then smiles, and pulls at my thongs that I have on. I look at him and smirk, "uh uh nigga, we gone be late." "We ain't gone be late Jai. Cause I ain't doing nothing." He then opens my bra from the front and my titties pop out, he licks his lips while looking at my titties as my nipples glisten from the new nipple rings I bought. He flicks one of my nipples and I let out a small moan.

He starts sucking on my neck while playing my nipples, and at this point I'm ready to go. This man just turns me on so much. My phone begins to vibrate. It's Breeze calling, but I didn't answer. Preston enters me and I let out a huge moan. "Ahhh Pres Pres Preston baby we gone be late."

My phone vibrates again. Wtf, this nigga never calls me this much. I silenced the call, and dropped my phone on the floor. I grab onto the back of Preston's neck as he's grinding inside of me. "Jai......baby you love me?" I didn't say anything, "Baby you love me?" " Ye yes yessss." He must liked the answer because he started putting in major work. By the point he's lifted both of my legs. Holding me up against the wall. "You love me girl?" "Yesssss baby I love you." "You ready to nut?" "Mmmhmm" I say.

"Look at me when you cum." "Oooohhhkkkaaayyy." I open my eyes and he looks me dead in my eyes, "I love you" he said, and I begin to cream all over his dick while he fills me up inside. He moans, "ahhh baby." At this point neither of us thought about a plan b. I wasn't on birth control and to my understanding he didn't want more kids.

He finally puts me down, I pick up my phone. "Shit its 6:45, we gotta hurry and go." We both run into the bathroom to get ourselves together. 15 mins passed, he's zipping up my dress I strap on my shoes make sure my makeup is great, then I ask is he ready. Preston tells me yeah, then says wait, turn around, he pulls out his phone and takes a few picture of us, then says, ready.

I finally check my phone as we're getting into the car, and Breeze has called me 5 times and sent 12 text. Breeze never calls me this much nor text me. Wtf is his problem I wonder. At this point, I'm in bliss and I decide to hit him back after the dinner party. Preston grabs my hand as we hit the highway.

I couldn't believe that we are going to be around his friends together. I mean I wasn't a secret to them, they knew about me it's just he has a situation with his baby mama. To be honest the hoe was delusional. She swears up and down they are still together. Which they probably are.

I ain't no dummy, niggas tell lies, I'm sure he done fed her some bullshit about wanting to work shit out. If he did, that's his business. Will my feelings be hurt, of course but it's not my place. I know for a fact that I can never take the place or her and I don't want to come between him and his kids but damn.

We pull into a gas station, because he needed some wraps and I wanted some water. He gets out the car and tells me he'll be right back. I'm chilling in the car and I see a familiar car pull up and park. Black on black 2019 Hellcat. I check the back of the car, to see if I recognize the plates. Which I did, I then scan the car to see if the SS was burgundy, it was. I also noticed the burgundy trim around the car. It was Breeze.

He didn't see me but I seen him, he gets out the car smiling and shit, and goes around the passenger side of the car. I pull out my phone and try to call him, he doesn't answer. I watch him as he opens the passenger door and a female hops out of the car. They both smiling and shit, and she kisses him. At this point I'm fuming because what the fuck. I take a few pictures, cause I need receipts. She starts walking into the gas station and I call him again, he looks at the phone and as he contemplate on answering. I look inside the store and see that Preston is 3rd in line, so I have a few minutes to talk.

Breeze finally picks up the phone, "Yo" he says, "Wassup, you called me a few times and I finally had time to return your call." "Why the fuck you ain't pick up the phone when I called you Ceejai?" "Breeze I told you I was getting dressed for a dinner party." I watched Breeze pace back and forth while he waits on the girl to come back out the store. "Who you going to the dinner party with?"

At this point I'm trying to keep the conversation quick, clean cut and dry. "My friends Breeze."

"What y'all doing afterwards?"
"Breeze, I don't know."
"Let me see what you have on?"
"Breeze I don't have time for that, we're about to walk inside. Wyd anyways?"
"I'm chilling, about to go out for some drinks with the guys."
"Drinks? Okay, where at?"
"Ceejai I don't know, why you asking me all these fucking questions?"
"The fuck, didn't you ask me fifty questions?"
"Here we go, Ceejai what the fuck is your problem? You be getting on my nerves with that shit."
"Look nigga you're not about to mess up my night, ight? Cash app me some money, and we'll talk about this shit later. And don't make me wait on that cash app either."
"Ight I'm about to cash app you now, how much you need?"
"Nigga, don't play me. When I ask for cash apps you already know how much to send."

I see Preston about to walk out the store.

"Ight I gotta go we about to walk on."
"Okay imma send the cash app, text me when the dinner party over okay? I wanna see you."
"Okay, bet."
"Bet."

He gets in the car, and I get a notification from cash app.

Preston ask if I'm ready to go, I tell him yes and we pull off, I bend over in my seat as if I'm looking in my purse for something so Breeze wouldn't see me. Preston and I ride off into the night, hand in hand.

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