Can you handle me ?

Why me ?

she is  just standing, in front of me. She can't even look at me in the eyes cause she knows she did something that hurt me... and i feel
like shit, like a fucking clown... i k,now i did the same thing... so what am i suppose to say ? I have already been at her place and i didn't know what it felt like... to be in that position. Fuck i feel pathetic.

I watch her looking down, mouth shut.

H : So i am the one who talk, don't you have something to tell me ?

She still look down.

H : Fuck talk to me !

I punch the tree next to me, she flinch.

L : I dont know what to say... i just though i loved you but i don't, and she was so nice to me not like you...

H : then why did you not tell me ? Why did you cheated on me instead ?!

L : i didn't know how to talk to you. You seemed so far from me, always working and always angry.

H : what ? Yout just needed talk to me and i would have answered ! Stop looking for excuses ! I don't understand why you did this !

She look up at me.

L : I though you would have understand actualy, you don't even tr-

H : don't you even finish that fucking sentence, i try my best to control myself and you know it !

I know screaming isn't the best way to handle things but i can't contrôle the anger in me, tears are coming, she'll hear it in my voice so i stop talking i just watch how she react, and she is calm, annoyed by that turn of events.

L : i guess no more try.

H : yeah.

L : ok, bye Hayley.

H : ...

And just like that she leave, i am now alone, outside, in front of ur favorite place where we were watching the sun and the moon while loving eachother, while loving and hating her.