Can you handle me ?

Me ? Broken ?

It's 5am and i stayed  too many hours outside crying like a river and punching at random things, i even gotten into a fight with some dudes, it's not the first time but it felt good, all the night i was outside thinking that for the first time of my life i am in love and heart broken, i've never even think this could happen to me, i am the one who break hearts, so why am i the one hurted.
After my fight i headed to the beach, still alone with my trought, no couples no drunk people just me, too bad I didn't took my surfboard with me.
Now no more crying i am just angry but calm outside, what should i do now... i don't want to see my therapist anymore cause i don't need her, but everyone thinks i do, they say that i don't control my feelings and that i am violent but i just don't what they see, i am a calm person, at least i think.
The weather at the beach feel nice i don't want to leave.
Shit i hear voice coming from behind, ithink they just go out of that club in front of the beach.

?? : come On girls, spend the nIght with us, wE are gOds in bEd !

?? : no thanks we want to go home not spend the night with boys.

I turn my head to look at them and i can see two young mens and two other girls, one try to argue that they aren't intereted and the other look at the beach waiting for a car i guess, they look pretty but too straigh for me.

?? : i said we are gOds so yOu have no rIght to refUse us haha.

Eurg they seems drunks, let's see how the girls will manage to get them to leave.

?? : i said we aren-

The girl hasn't finish to talk that the other punch one boy, grab her frend's arm and run while laughing... is she crazy ? Well it's not my problem, the boys are too drunk to run after them and i need to head back to the dormitory, i'll take care of my wounds there.