I sat in Tamer's living, watching tv as she rolled a blunt.I had been keeping my distance from Carter, and it broke me to my core, but I had to do what felt best for me.
Every time he left me it felt like he wasn't coming back. So I left.
That didn't mean it was over, I just had to get through this set of bad vibes, that I was going through.
I still loved him, and I hoped that he loved me as much as I did him.
He had blew up my phone with texts, and threatened to lock me up when he found me so I couldn't leave again.