Breaking Point

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Everything started back in 7th grade.

I saw sitting there in 1st hour English staring at the note card in front of me. Our teacher Miss.Johnson had told us to write down two important things we wanted her to know. I decided to write I had been bullied last year and I would email her more details on that  later, I also said that I have really bad depression. After turning in the note card to a bowl in the front of the room I began to  type the email when the boy sitting next to said, "Wow. That's a long message. What's it about?"

This very much so surprised me. But I guess it won't hurt anyone if I tell him. After all we are in the same class. Right?

"Oh. It's about my experience being bullied last year."

Little did I know what this friendship what would turn into.

"Can I see?"

"Sure I'll send it to you too then. Your name is Matthew Taylor right?"

"And yours is Emma?"

"Yeah. Oh umm... Could you please delete the email once you've read it."

"Sure of course."

Well I sent him the email. So you're probably wondering what I even went through and who did it. Well a boy named Jake he had moved to our school half way through the year. Most of it was just typically bullying stuff like "your stupid" "You are so ugly", but he threatened to rape me and my friends. I think you get what i'm saying it got bad.

A part I did not include in my email was the fact that I self harmed,  something no one knows. I'm not proud of it but it is a very real thing I did. I still only wear hoodies and long sleeve shirts to make sure no one sees the scares on my arms.

"Wow. That sounds like it was bad."

"Yeah I guess it was."

And then class was over I was a little relieved I wouldn't have to talk about it anymore. But...it turns out we have all of the same classes.

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