ok so my life was never always this horid! last year had to be thee best year of my life and i am going to take you back to were everything was well perfet (in my eyes) and then i will tell you what i did to diserve this pain and torture!
=================================a year before well now=============================
i was walking to school with my bestfiend jake... just like anyother day, its a tuesday and we had drama class today (my most favorite class ever!) i dont really remember what we were talking about cause everything that i remember is us getting tierd of walkig so we sat down at a bench for a wail. im in 8th grade right now iv never had my first kiss boyfriend nothing the closest i have ever been to a boy was when i was at a end of the year pool party and i swam in to my friend jake but other than that i cant talk to boys unless its jake we have been friends for 5 or 6 year i forget and he is the only person on this earth that knows everything about me! and i would never let anything get in the way of that!
so i was just itting there in deep though about whats for dinner and then it ht me that jake was holding my hand... i jumped up and started to scream. he got up " what is wrong with you?!"
"me what about you! why are you holding my flipping hand!?"
"zoe were you even lissening to what we were talking about a minute ago?"
"yes, yes i did"
"really so what did we talk about?"
"school"
"no i confessed somthing to you. and its very important , zoe i really like you... and i really hope that you like me back, i have been holding back these fealings ever since i met you."
"wait so you mean to tell me that you like me ever since 3 grade?'
"truthfully yes i have i just didnt tell you cause i didnt want to loose you but i cant keep it inside anymore... so earlier when i told you that and asked if you felt the same you said yes i do... did you mean it?"
" i dont know, i really dont know what to say"
"then dont say anything" at that moment he put a pice of my hair back and leaned in really slowly and kissed me...
