[A Bet]

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DRACO MALFOY'S POV:
I couldn't sleep, I felt guilty. I forgot to tell her tonight god fucking damnit. And then what Weasel told me I wanted to just disappear. She deserved so much better. Maybe I should just disappear. She needs to forget about me, i'm not good for her.

I need to make a plan on how I can get her out of my mind and just forget about her. I need to forget her. I got up from my bed and grabbed my bag. I don't know where i'm going to go. I cant go home. I'm not welcome there after they found out about Michelle and me dating. They think me showing any emotions towards her are weak.

I don't know maybe I can just take a train and stay somewhere. Me and Ricky are good childhood friends maybe I can stay at his place, but then I remembered why he left in the first place. He left on bad terms with me and Michelle. I'll just go there apologize and hope his family are welcoming enough to let me stay there until I grow a pair to tell Michelle. I just can't face her, she doesn't deserve what I am. She deserves so much better. She will move on and find someone else.
"Draco, why are you packing?"
Her soft voice spoke from my door. Shit.
"Uhm nothing Michelle, just go back to your dorm and sleep."
"Are you going back home?"
"No please just leave."
I refuse to make eye contact with her. After being trapped in my own head for a few hours I came to the realization that just forgetting her is the best thing to do.
"Draco what's wrong? Did I do something?"
"No- Michelle can you just listen and get out?"
I hated raising my voice at her and I wasn't really angry i'm just trying to convince her.
"Draco i'm not leaving until you tell me what's going on."
That's when she grabbed my forearm and turned me to meet her gaze. God those beautiful brown hazel eyes burned right through mine.
"I'm leaving and I need you to forget about me, just forget everything about me."
"W-what Draco ur joking right please tell me your joking."
She said in disbelief.
"I'm not fucking joking Michelle."
"Draco p-please don't leave me, don't leave Hogwarts."
Her voice was cracking. She had no idea how badly I wanted to drop everything and just run up and hug her, apologize for everything but I can't.
"Michelle shut the fuck up, i'm going to put it simple. I'm done with you."
I said sternly looking into her eyes, I had to make her believe I didn't love her anymore, she didn't even know I loved her like I did, I stared into her eyes that were now glassy.
"Draco please, did I do something? I can fix it. Do you need time? Please Draco please don't leave me, I love you."
I froze in my tracks when I heard her say that. No no no no no. She can't love me, she needs to forget about me. Tears were flooding her cheeks and she had no idea.
"Piss off Michelle."
I said shoving past her and walking out my dorm room door.

MICHELLE PARKINSON'S POV:
"Piss off Michelle."
And he was gone.
He left me stunned in his room my face flooding with tears. What the fuck did I do? Did I do something? Did he need time? Why did he have to fucking leave? I loved him so much. And he even said it. He was done with me. Maybe he just didn't love me like I loved him. Maybe I did something to ruin everything. Fucking merlin. I started breathing heavy I felt like the whole world is closing in on me.

I'm alone, in his dorm. I remember all the nights we spent in his bed. That's when I broke. Tears streamed down my face and I kicked and threw everything in sight. I was whimpering and weak. My legs were about to give out when I slid down his wall holding my face in my hands. He was gone. The man I loved hated me.
**
I woke up to a ringing in my ears. I looked awful, I had turned to alcohol last night and trashed everything in my room.I felt horrible, i'm making Draco leave the only place that felt like home for something I don't even know I did. I didn't feel like going to class but I wasn't going to be marked absent. So I got up and looked in the mirror, makeup smudged and hair a wreck. I didn't feel like changing or getting ready so I put on a hoodie and walked out with my wand.

I got weird and disgusted looks. I don't want to attend breakfast so I just stood at the astronomy tower with a bottle of fireball waiting for first class to start.
"Michelle."
I didn't even need to turn around to know who it was.
"What the fuck do you want Pansy."
"Where's Draco, I need to speak with him."
I shrugged and took other sip from the bottle.
"Do you not know?"
"Nope."
"Well what did you do?"
"He left Pansy. Get over it."
"Yes because your doing that so well."
"Shut the fuck up."
"It was your fault wasn't it? That he left? God what could you have possibly done this time to make him leave."
"I don't fucking know but you can try to chase after him and find out, he said he was done with me."
"Finally,"
"Pansy just shut up. Cant you be an actual good sister for once and maybe comfort me."
"Oh god no, i'm happy he left you it was about time."
I scoffed.
"God I fucking hate you."
I said shoving past her, she grabbed my wrist and digged her nails into my skin.
"That's not a way to speak to me."
"Let me go Pansy, your hurting me."
"Oh piss off, i'm happy ur i'm pain. I love seeing you upset. Do you have any idea how long i've waited for him to leave you?"
My eyes were getting glassy from her words and the pain in my wrist.
"You don't deserve him. Your MY sister. I basically gave you your reputation."
"Pansy please, your hurting me."
She squeezed harder on my wrist and twisted it.
"Shut the fuck up and listen to me."
"Pansy, please this fucking hur-
I got cut off by her slapping me.
"I said listen to me."
I stayed silent just taking the pain by now.
"You never deserved him, you fooled him with sex. He never loved you."
"And you think he loved you?"
I spat back. That's when she lost it. She hated when I was right. She pushed me to the ground and crawled on top of me, pushing her wand in my neck.
"Say another fucking word and I will crucio you."
"Pansy-
"Crucio."
Pain traveled through my body, it felt like I was being burnt alive. I screamed for help nobody heard me and I felt helpless. The pain getting worse.
"That should teach you to never talk to me like that again."
She spat pulling her wand from my neck breaking the spell. I had tears running down my cheek, I couldn't move.
"Don't ever try to compete with me, your a slut."
Those were the last words she spoke. Slut.

My own fucking sister just put me in the most pain i've ever been in, while i'm in the worst emotional pain. I just sat on my back crying. Until I heard footsteps coming up the tower stairs. I cried even harder at the thought of facing pansy again.
"Pansy please, i'm sorry please don't-
"Michelle?!"
I heard a deep voice speak from the opening of the astronomy tower. I directed my gaze to the door to see Enzo with a cigarette in his mouth.

His eyes widened as he saw my condition.
"Enzo? Please help me up I can't feel anything."
He ran over to me helping me up onto my bum.
"What the hell happened?"
As he said that I remembered everything that has happened in the span of the last 24 hours and I broke down into tears telling him everything that happened.
"Draco left you? And Pansy c- did that to you."
I sniffled and nodded.
"I'm going to fucking kill him."
He spat.
"Enzo please-
"Where is somewhere he could be."
"Enzo-
"Answer me Michelle."
"I don't know, I mean there's his parents house but he isn't welcome there anymore. I mean maybe his friends."
"Who are his friends."
"He only really had Ricky as a friend but they are fi-
And with that he walked out of the astronomy tower.
WORD COUNT: 1490
AN: Hi guys so sorry this chapter is very sad, I cried writing it! If this is very eventful and doesn't make sense i'm sorry!