Until She Walked In... (A Justin Bieber Fanfic)(Completed)

Chapter 36

-A few months later-

Joyce POV:

Its been a few months that Justin is buried. I still miss him. So so so.much. It feels like Im living in a nightmare. It feels like I wake up any moment but that doesnt happen. This is one big nightmare what is reality. I dont know if I can live like this. Its so hard to believe that he wont come through the door any minute. That he wont sleep.next to me. It feels like a part of me is missing.

Lately Michael is so supportive. He really is there for me. He comes by every day, so as uncle. They understand that I dont go to work. Im now on my way to Pattie, to talk and support eachother. I walk to the door and push on the doorbell and Pattie opens the door. She lets me in and gives me a big hug. "How are you holding up honey?" she asked and I walked to the couch and sat down. "Not really good. It feels like Im living in a nightmare." I say and she sat down next to me. "Honey, I miss him too. So much. Jaxon and Jazzy keep asking where he is." she said with her voice cracking. We both had tears in our eyes. I hugged her tight. "Im glad we are so good with eachother.", I said softly. She nodded and smiled softly. She made us some tea and we spoke about our memories about Justin. We had tears, ofcourse but it felt good to talk. We really understand eachother. Then I saw it was time to go home. I stood up and hugged her one more time. "Sadly I have to go. Ill see you tomorrow." I said and I walked out of the door. I got my phone and swallowed when I saw that I didnt change my background. I call Michael quick if he can pick me up. "Sure honey. Ill be there as soon as possible." He said softly and hung up. In a few minutes he stood in front of me with KITT. I stepped in and we drove to my house. I stepped out and we walked inside. I sat down and sighed. He st down next to me and took me in his arms. He saw that I began crying and he comforted me. "Shh, I know you miss him." he said softly and he stroke my back to calm me down. Then he let go off me. "Its just that it feels like a nightmare and that I wake up any moment. But it isnt the case." I said with my voice cracking. I dried my tears and drank a glass of water. I walked back to the couch and sat down. He looked at me concerned. "You look bad Joyce." he said worried. Thats true though. I have bags under my eyes, dont eat and drink much and Im losing weight. "I know Michael." I said and he looked into my eyes. I could see that he didnt saw that spark in my eyes as usual. My eyes are dull, and the spark is gone. My will to live is gone. Im feeling so empty without Justin. He was the joy in my life. He was my other half. But it feels like a part of me died. I will.never feel the same again for somebody, what I felt for Justin. And if I fall in love in the future, it wont be like it was with Justin. I will never see a Justin Jr. running around the house. I will never feel his kisses again. I will.never hear his voice again.

Then Michael said he had to go. He kissed me accidently on my lips. "Im sorry I did that." he said apollogising. I nodded and hugged him. "Its okay Michael." I said. He kissed my cheek and looked at me. "Come at work sometime. Me, KITT and your uncle miss you." he said and I nodded. He walked out of the door and stepped into KITT. He drove off quickly. I walked back to the couch and sat down. Suddenly I hear yelling outside. I walk to the door and see there a group of Belieber standing there. I walked to them and hugged them all. I took the group inside. It wasnt a really big group. We all hugged eachother and told eachother to stay strong. They are so supportive. Not even one was bitchy. They understood me, and felt this big loss too. After a while I let them go again. They thanked me for letting me in and I thanked them for being supportive. I know why Justin loved his Beliebers so much, because they are so caring supportive. I felt the tears fall again. I dont know how to continue without Justin. But I have to. I cant keep grieving. I will keep missing him, but I have to get through this. I hope I can.

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Aww poor Joyce :'(

But next chap there is gonna be a huge turn that no one saw coming ;)

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