Janne Kaise...!!

part 44

Shivaye comes out searching anika....he was looking here and there but didnt found her...he comes out to the main road and found her walking on on road stumbling here and there...he goes towards her....

shiv; anika

anika looked towards him....

ani; heyy...and smile brightly but she stumble again but shivaye caught her in a mean time....

shiv; anika ky hua tum...but seeing her drowy eyes...

shivaye; anika tumne kch piya tha ky....

anika looked at him carefully and smiled and put fingure on her lips and says; shhhh secret h...

anika; maine naaa....

shiv; hmm ky...ky piya tha....

anika; pani....

shiv; acha chlo ghr chlo.... now realised there no use to talk to Anika right now as she is not in her full sense.....

Shiv: Anika chlo hotel chlte h....

Anika: no..mujhe nhi jana....she take her hand off and start going towards other side....

Shiv: areee...Anika ruko....

Anika start moving towards the nearby park....

Shivaye tried to catch her but she was fast enough....

Anika enters and start looking at the sky keenly and sat on the ground.....

Shiv: Anika ky kr rhi ho...uthona....

Anika : nhii.....still looking upwards....mujhe dhundna h.....

Shiv: ky dhundna h.... Acha khadi ho jayo pehle....

Anik: nhii mujhe dhundna h....

Shivaye looks where she was looking....

Shivaye sat beside her....

Shiv: ky dhundna h Anika....kha dekh rhi ho....
Anika: dadi....her eyes start getting tears...

Anika: dadi kha h.....

Shivaye looked at her didn't know what to reply....

Anika start sobbing....

Anika: kyu chali gyi vo udhar...milti he nhi h.....pta hai mein kitna yaad krti hu unhe...ktna bulati hoon pr vo sunti he nhi h...mein jaanti hoon mein he buri hu...bahut buri...shi bolte the aap mere baare mein...vo sab hoon mein...

shivaye; nhii anika....essa nhi h tum bahut achi ho....

anika; nhii bahut gandi hoon mein...dadi...dadi bolti thi...ki bhagwaan ache logo ke saath acha krta h...pr mere saath toh kch acha nhi huya...or...or sab mujhe chodke chle gye....jhoothe hai...sab jhoothe.....

she cried more and more....

shivaye hugs her.....

shiv; nhii anika.....tum to sabse achi ho...bure hum log hote hai...apne guroor me smjh he nhi paate ki ky shi hai ky galat.....kch nazar nhi aata paise ke aage....

anik; kyu nazar nhi aata...kyu nazar nhi aaya aapko meri taqleef mere aansoo....mera dard....

Shivaye; anika sryy...I am really sryy...please mujhe maaf krdo...dekho mein jaanta hoon...mein ne tumhe bahut hurt kia...bahut kch bola pr please mujhe ek mauka do...mein....anika

he didnt realize when anika slept in his arms......

shivaye lift her up and took her towrds car.....he makes her sit....and goes towards driving seat.....he started moving towrds their hotel....

they were on the way shivaye was just thinking about anika and her words...just then anika again open her eyes....

anik; khaa jaa rhe hum...

shivaye looked at anika....

shiv; hotel jaa rhe h hum....

anik; kyu...mujhe nhi jana vhaa ruko yhi...

shiv; nhi anika...bahut raat ho gyi h.

anika; nhii...mujhe acha nhi lgta vhaa...mein akeli akeli us kamre me rehti hu...aap toh chle jaate ho mujhe akela chodke....

shiv; nhi jayunga ab pakka....tumhare saath rahunga pakka...

anika nodding in no...till then they reach there hotel....

shivaye took her in his arms and straightly took her to his room....avoiding everyone gaze and anika pleading....

they reach their room....

anika; nhii....mujhe nhi rehna aapke saath bahut bure ho aap....mujhe dar lgta hai aapse.....

Shivaye put her on the bed....

Shiv : so jayo araam kro....

Anika: nhii...Mujhe ghr jana h wapis....mujhe yaad aarhi h sbko....

Shiv: hum kal chalenge thik h....

Anik: pakka.....

Shivaye gets up to bring water for Anika....

Anika also gets up but got stumble and her hand hit to the side table....

Shiva: areee.... Anika plzz beth jayo...dekho lg gyi na...dikhayo dard ho rha h....

Anika looked at shivaye but start laughing....

Anika: ek baat btayu....

Shiv : hmm...and made her lie on the bed

Anik: mujhe ab dard nhi hota....kch pta he nhi clta.... na khushi na udaasi....na dard naa pyaar
Shivaye looked at her....

Shiv: Anika.....tum ky Krna chahti ho....

Anika looked at shivaye in confusion....

Shiv: btayo na ky kis cheez se tumhe khushi milegi....

Anik: har cheez se door chle jane ka man krta h...thk chuki hu har cheez se.... pta nhi kb sukoon milega....mein pyar....and she dozed off to sleep....

Shivaye stared at her face for some time...then got up from his place....and goes to the window side .... thinking something deep while looking at the moon