afraid of the truth

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Iwaizumi's POV

I wake up because of the cuts forming on my left wrist. I hold in a yelp due to it being 3 in morning. Just who is my soulmate? Why do they keep getting hurt? Why can't my soulmate be Toru? There is no chance! Toru would never hurt himself and no one would hurt him. He's the GREAT KING the Oikawa Toru. So then who? Maybe I should call him. It's 3:00am and we have practice... I'll facetime him. The phone rings twice then he picks up.

Oikawa: Iwa-chan? It's 3 am! You're not normal awake. Is everything okay?

Iwaizumi: Yeah, I'm fine, but whoever the hell my soulmate is isn't. I woke up to cuts, again. This is the 4th time this week. I wanna help them, but I can't.

Oikawa: ... Sorry

Iwaizumi: Why are you sorry?

Oikawa: Oh! Uh because your soulmate is hurting themselves which is hurting you.

Iwaizumi: Yeah... I just.. I wish they weren't my soulmate whoever they are!

Oikawa: oh...

Iwaizumi: Hey you okay? Your whole mood changed when I started talking about my soulmate...

Oikawa: Oh nothing...

Iwaizumi: Hmm

Oikawa: Maybe you should try talking to them by writing on your arm.

Iwaizumi: You're a genius!

Oikawa: yea...

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Oikawa's POV

'He doesn't like his soulmate. Probably because I'm an emotional wreck. Or maybe he likes someone. Wait is that possibly? I don't know. Why'd he call me? It's not like I can help him.' Just then I felt something being written on my arm. "What's your name?" 'Oh shit what do I tell him?' In the heat of the moment I wrote 'Idk you?'

Oikawa: Did you write to them?

Iwaizumi: Yeah, I asked their name. They said I don't know... so what do I say?

Oikawa: Tell them your name.

Iwaizumi: Okay?

He wrote Iwaizumi Hajime. Then asked if I knew him irl. I didn't know what to say, did I say yes or no? If I say yes then he'll ask my name again. Then I keep messing around? Yeah that's a lot like me. Maybe I wanna tell him? Nah~ I'll mess with him till he finds out. I wrote 'Yeah I do know you. You're Sejio's ace' He wrote back 'yea, so how do you know me. Do you go to my school?' I said ' Maybe'

Iwa ** (** means writing): So yes?

Kawa**: Idk

Iwa**: You must know me personally if you don't want me to know you're my soulmate.

Kawa**: Kay you got me Hajime

Iwa** There's only one person that calls me Hajime and I know you're not him so you tryna hide how close we are. You must have a nickname for me and that sums it up to like 6 people, and 4 of those people call me the same thing. And I know you're not the other two people because one is my sister and the other.... nevermind. Oh and you're a boy. Am I right?

Kawa**: Idk are you?

Iwa** You really don't want me to know you?

Kawa** Ofc I don't! I'm not tryna have you hate me because I'm causing you pain by making mine go away or because I'm too weak to define myself.

Oikawa: Iwa~chan you've been quiet what's happening?

Iwaizumi: Huh? Oh right! So They know me personally, they have a nickname for me, and they think I'll hate them if I find out who they are.

Oikawa: Oh. So who has nicknames for you?

Iwaizumi: Haruna, Matsu, Maki, Kageyma, Atsumu, and you. I know it's not Haruna. That's my sister and it's not you.

Oikawa: hmm

Iwa** I wouldn't hate you.

Kawa** oh?

Iwa** I wouldn't

Kawa** Hajime I know you. You would

Iwa** You must not know me

Kawa** Hmm whatever just. S T O P-_T R Y I N G

Iwa** I'm not going to

Kawa** you should

Iwaizumi: What the hell

Oikawa: What?

Iwaizumi: He's being an idiot

Oikawa: Hmm? Why do you say that?

Iwaizumi: I said I wouldn't hate him, then he said I would, and then I said he must not know me. He said whatever and told me to stop trying.

Oikawa: aww shit we've got practice in like an hour. I'll help you later.

Iwaizumi: Kay, night.

Oikawa: Night 

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