You are my everything

Chapter 2

~Kiri's POV, time skip three years~

i lay next to Katsuki in the warm and comforting bed. I breathe slow as my body slowly relaxes into the bed's sort of warm hug that makes me melt into the soft mattress. The window above the bed is opened, so I can feel a very soft breeze slowly flow into the bedroom. The curtains are almost paper thin, so the sunlight gently caresses my skin with an unexplainable calming warmth. I rest my hand on his cheek and move my thumb back and forth as the sunlight reflects in my eyes and makes my red eyes even more beautiful than they already are, my pupils sort of shrink due to the light. I smile softly and blink slow. There are 171,476 words in the English language, but I can't seem to pull any of them together to tell him how much I truly love him. I watch him sleep and move closer to his body. I wrap one leg around his waist and can't help but melt into him "baby, you have no idea how much I love you. You are my world, my light, my air that I need to breath, the other half of my heart that I need to keep me alive, you are my other half. I didn't really understand what love was until I met you. I thought it was a feeling in the pit of your stomach that just felt like the most amazing feeling someone could imagine of, but ever since I met you I now understand that it isn't a feeling or a present you give someone. It's the effort you put into the relationship, the emotions you show to the other person, the time you put into the other person. It's the reason why you stay with the person. It's the words you tell the person that mean everything to both of you. That's how I feel with you. I feel like when I look at you, or feel your touch or even hear you breathing next to me as you sleep, I feel safe, I can't feel the pain or any other emotion but happiness. I now realize what 'I can't live without you' truly means to someone, and I am afraid to tell you this. Believe me when I say I don't want to make promises I can't keep. Every time I think about telling you I want you for your bad days and your good, I flinch back into myself, saying nothing. I am so afraid of finding out I'm not strong enough to hold the both of us. But trust me when I say I love you. And that means I will try anyways. Thank you for being in love with me."

(I apologize if this fanfic will be going everywhere, but once I figure out how I want this to go these little snippets of short chapters will all come together!)