Spaces- H.S

Chapter 7

Harry 

" Just asking, are you hungry? I could order some Pizza"

Really Harry, we could order some Pizza? That was the dumbest thing I've ever said . 

She agreed and now, we're sitting on the couch with a giant pizza. We always do half side hers and the other half mine. We never share the same flavour or toppings,  because she loves chicken, spinach, corn and pineapple together on a pizza. Sorry, but I'm not going to eat that. 

She folded up the papers doctor Hill gave her, when she left the hospital. She gave her a list with questions to ask and things to do, to get the memory back faster. I'm still not sure, if I want  her to get it back. This sounds so mean, I know, but if she gets her memory back, she will leave the house faster, than the boys and I when we try to run away from Paul. 

I want her to be healthy, but I also want to be together with her.

 I love her so much and I don't know what I would do, when she's not there anymore.  

„ There are lots of questions, I don't think we will get through all of them tonight" she says. She sits in her grey sweatpants and a dark blue sweater and looks like an angel. 

„ Just Start"

„So, what is my job?, do I still work at Starbucks?"

„Oh no, you have a  Boutique in the city, you're specialised in men clothes, but you don't work in the Shop anymore. You design here at home and send your ideas to your staff. And you're my stylist for the tours. It was my idea, you know what fits me the best and we can be together."

„ We should definitely go to the shop, maybe I get flashbacks?", she says and I see hope in her eyes. 

„ We definitely should", I absolutely love this place. The only bad thing is, that many girls don't respect her privacy and photograph her from the outside to meet my girlfriend. She was so sad, that she needed to move her office. 

„Next question, how did we met?", she takes a bit from her overloaded pizza. 

„ A friend of mine told me, that you have the most comfortable skinny jeans in New York, so I didn't hesitate for too long and went to your boutique. I tried them on and they were the most comfortable thing ever, we had a good conversation and laughed a lot. I bought 4 pairs of them. I instantly had a crush on you and visited your shop every week, to get a new shirt or something like that, after two months I asked you out and we went on our first date."

„ You needed two months to ask me out?", she laughs. 

„ I was afraid that the press would attack you and I was scared, that you don't want to go out with the creep that comes shopping every week, but Paul helped me to keep all the dates and our relationship a secret, until you screamed at me. »

„ I just gonna forget about that"

I suddenly got a really good idea, "uhm do you have anything planned for tomorrow?"

„ No, should I?"

„ I have a free day and I thought a day exploring New York would be a good thing, you don't remember the city"

„ I wanted to ask you the same thing" she chuckles „ but only if we go to the m&m shop?"

„Deal", she always loved m&ms, she always has a little pocket in her purse and we've been several times. 

We said our good nights and went to bed, I'm laying alone in our giant bed. Today was actually quite good, beside the fact , that she nearly found out about her walking and crying alone in a snowstorm , while I was still on the party kissing a random girl. 

I don't want to lie to her, if she asks me about it, she will get the truth as answer but, I want another chance with her. 

It's like someone wanted to give us another chance, I know we're meant for each other. 

I also hid her diary .  She used to write everything in this little pink book, so she probably wrote down her thoughts about the break and relationship. I will never look in it, she always said that I can read it if she's dead, at this point I don't wanted to read it anymore. 

I just want another chance to make it better. 

The night of the day she woke up from the coma, I called my mom and cried on the phone for solid 4 hours.  Doctor Hill told me about the high risk of an amnesia, but I wasn't prepared at all. The fact, that she didn't even know my name hit me so hard.

 I literally  have the best mom in the world,  we're in different time zones, so she spent the whole day sitting on the couch in England and listening to her 20 year old son, who's crying his eyes out and cuddling  with a giant bear I got her last year, because it smelled like his girlfriend who's in the hospital and doesn't even remember his name. 

Besides my family I only told the boys about our situation, they were all shocked, they all wanted to help, but I didn't knew how they could,  so I told them I would call them if I need anything. 

I just don't want that the press creates  the biggest shit and put her face on every single magazine you can buy. 

I'm really exited for our little trip tomorrow. I want to make new memories with her and not always talking about the good old days. I hope she will feel more comfortable. 

The makeup and stylist will be here tomorrow  at 7:30 am. I didn't want to be followed by tons of security so our deal was to get a little transformation before we can go. It won't be huge,  just a wig or some big sunglasses. 

I love our fans and I would love to meet every single one of them, but I don't think she'll be comfortable when she's surrounded by hundreds of girls. Yes hundreds, just one needs to post her location on Twitter and two minutes later all teenage girls living in NYC will be there and beating each other to touch my hair or my shoe. 

I look over to my alarm clock , 00:34 , I grab the teddy and close my eyes. 

Authors note 

Hey everyone, 

I wrote this chapter two days ago when I was hiding   from the whole Olivia and Harry drama on Twitter. I was too scared to open this app for 6 hours haha. 

Please comment or write me a message if you see  a grammar or spelling mistakes, so I can correct them and improve. 

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Thank you so much for reading, I love you all, 

Abby