Chapter 1: i know what i am doing 💢💢👩‍🦽

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"By the way I'm Suna" smiling at me and laying on the back, blowing out some smoke.🚬

I secretely scan him and check him out. Damn I am so nervous, why does he want to talk to me. TO ME??

"So you're not really into talking or..? Have you ever smoked weed?" he tries to start a conversation.

"Uhm I'm sorry but to be honest I'm a bit nervous but yes i smoked a few times. Mind if we share?".

He hands it to me but immediately takes it back before i even could take it. He tells me to close my eyes and i did so. And in the next second he kisses me and blows the smoke in my mouth.

He did whattt??👁👄👁

I'm inhaling and then blowing it out. I couldnt even process that he kissed me until he pulls me in again and tells me that something about me makes him crazy. He is a really good kisser.

I start to laugh and push him away from me.

" I think you had a few drinks too much" he makes a short pause and is grinning at me

"No I am almost sober just had 2 drinks" grinning again and gently wiping some strands of my hair behind my ear. I thought that he could hear how much my heart was beating i was really nervous.🦋

Then he whispers " I know what I am doing".

EXCUSE ME WHAT DID HE SAYYY 🤰🤰

I start to smile embarrassed as he lifts my chin with his knuckles looking me deep in the eyes.

Oh i could fall for him so easy. And I totally will

POV Suna:

How sweet she is when she is blushing.

I dont know why but something in me wants to get to know her. It's not only because she smokes with me and has a good taste in music. I mean tshe is not ugly but only being beautiful never turned me on that much. But she has something that makes her different but i dont know what.

I think she might be dangerous. But danger sounds like fun to me. 💥😉

she really has beautiful eyes damn i could get lost in them..🕳

I dont want to fall in love or something, thats just not how i am. But one night stands aren't something for me either.

Suddenly my doubts are coming back and i decide to go home. Or whatever just away, away from her.

"Hey listen i'm sorry but i'm leaving now i hope you have good night" i feel bad because i dont want to leave her but i have to. So i kiss her cheek and tell her that they can keep my jacket. she looks really cute in it. 💕

I am plugging in my headphones and casually listening to the neighbourhood

"A little death" by the neighbourhood

I'm drifting apart in my thoughts as i leave. The lyrics hit deep. "i want you to touch me there. make me feel like I am breathing.. make feel like i am human again" well yes something in me wants her so bad.

Being close to her.

But i would ruin her. I would totally ruin her.🧎‍♀️🏌️‍♂️ she isnt dangerous but i am

POV y/n:

Am I that boring?

He stood up and left. GREAT. 💀

I hope i can see him again soon because i want to get to know him. Why did he leave?...suna

I decide to go back to the house. Walking past some people making out in the garden and some people throwing up🤮

I think about Suna again.

And i realise that I am still wearing his jacket. I grab inside the pockets to warm my hands and in the pocket i find a little letter telling me his number and his class.How sweet

Wait what??? 👁👄👁He is coming in the same class as me after the holdiays???

I- 😳 So i will see him again. Thats good i guess but should i call or text him? I think thats something i need to tell honoka first

it's almost 3 am and i want to get a few more drinks before searching for Honoka, my girl best friend who moved with me to this town so i wouldnt be alone.

But guess who is alone right now and didnt saw her since the countdown.😒

Everything is so loud and I am high and cant even enjoy being high because i need to find her. Probably she is making out with someone 💏 ughh and totally forgot me.

damn I want to go back to the dorms

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