"By the way I'm Suna" smiling at me and laying on the back, blowing out some smoke.🚬
I secretely scan him and check him out. Damn I am so nervous, why does he want to talk to me. TO ME??
"So you're not really into talking or..? Have you ever smoked weed?" he tries to start a conversation.
"Uhm I'm sorry but to be honest I'm a bit nervous but yes i smoked a few times. Mind if we share?".
He hands it to me but immediately takes it back before i even could take it. He tells me to close my eyes and i did so. And in the next second he kisses me and blows the smoke in my mouth.
He did whattt??👁👄👁
I'm inhaling and then blowing it out. I couldnt even process that he kissed me until he pulls me in again and tells me that something about me makes him crazy. He is a really good kisser.
I start to laugh and push him away from me.
" I think you had a few drinks too much" he makes a short pause and is grinning at me
"No I am almost sober just had 2 drinks" grinning again and gently wiping some strands of my hair behind my ear. I thought that he could hear how much my heart was beating i was really nervous.🦋
Then he whispers " I know what I am doing".
EXCUSE ME WHAT DID HE SAYYY 🤰🤰
I start to smile embarrassed as he lifts my chin with his knuckles looking me deep in the eyes.
Oh i could fall for him so easy. And I totally will
POV Suna:
How sweet she is when she is blushing.
I dont know why but something in me wants to get to know her. It's not only because she smokes with me and has a good taste in music. I mean tshe is not ugly but only being beautiful never turned me on that much. But she has something that makes her different but i dont know what.
I think she might be dangerous. But danger sounds like fun to me. 💥😉
she really has beautiful eyes damn i could get lost in them..🕳
I dont want to fall in love or something, thats just not how i am. But one night stands aren't something for me either.
Suddenly my doubts are coming back and i decide to go home. Or whatever just away, away from her.
"Hey listen i'm sorry but i'm leaving now i hope you have good night" i feel bad because i dont want to leave her but i have to. So i kiss her cheek and tell her that they can keep my jacket. she looks really cute in it. 💕
I am plugging in my headphones and casually listening to the neighbourhood
"A little death" by the neighbourhood
I'm drifting apart in my thoughts as i leave. The lyrics hit deep. "i want you to touch me there. make me feel like I am breathing.. make feel like i am human again" well yes something in me wants her so bad.
Being close to her.
But i would ruin her. I would totally ruin her.🧎♀️🏌️♂️ she isnt dangerous but i am
POV y/n:
Am I that boring?
He stood up and left. GREAT. 💀
I hope i can see him again soon because i want to get to know him. Why did he leave?...suna
I decide to go back to the house. Walking past some people making out in the garden and some people throwing up🤮
I think about Suna again.
And i realise that I am still wearing his jacket. I grab inside the pockets to warm my hands and in the pocket i find a little letter telling me his number and his class.How sweet
Wait what??? 👁👄👁He is coming in the same class as me after the holdiays???
I- 😳 So i will see him again. Thats good i guess but should i call or text him? I think thats something i need to tell honoka first
it's almost 3 am and i want to get a few more drinks before searching for Honoka, my girl best friend who moved with me to this town so i wouldnt be alone.
But guess who is alone right now and didnt saw her since the countdown.😒
Everything is so loud and I am high and cant even enjoy being high because i need to find her. Probably she is making out with someone 💏 ughh and totally forgot me.
damn I want to go back to the dorms

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Fanfiction[currently paused] TW: contains drug use, toxic people, depression,manipulation Suna this little piece of shit made you fall in love but still he is trying to play with you. But you're not that innocent and play the victim you show him what he miss...