WHAT AM I | Daniel Seavey fanfic

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Y/n: Actually yeah. Very.
D: Don't be. You're gonna do awesome.
Y/n: But what if I mess up? What if people won't like the song? What if I won't hit the right notes? I've never sang in front of people and now I have to do it in front so many.
I was quite panicking.
D: Hey Y/n... Don't think about all of this. Concentrate on you. And only you. I heard you earlier and you did amazing. I promise you it's gonna be okay.
Y/n: Can you hug me?
He opened his arms and I stepped closer to him. He laid them around my back and paced back and forth lightly.
D: It's gonna be okay.
He kind of made me feel better.
Y/n: Thank you.
D: Of course. And now you're gonna go on that stage and sing with your gorgeous voice that song.
I pulled back.
Y/n: Alright.
I said as I took my microphone and waited for jack to come to me. When he did we walked together on stage. All limelight's were screaming his name.
Ja: Haha hey guys. Ehm what I wanted to say is eben is not feeling really well. He's throwing up and can't sing for you guys tonight. So Y/n a friend of mine-
He looked over to me.
Ja: -and I wrote a song yesterday night, to a beat I made a couple weeks ago and she's gonna sing it for you. So here's Y/n with josslyn.
Jack walked off stage and I stood there alone. The music started to play and I got even more scared, but then I thought about what Daniel said. I closed my eyes and started singing.
Y/n: I know we never said where we drew the line
But I was in your bed almost every night
I thought we made it clear how we felt, read the signs
But now there's nothing left
'Cause you did nothing right
I opened my eyes again and kept singing.
Y/n: You had to go and ruin it
So you could get a quick fuck
I'm sure you had fun doing it
And I won't make a big fuss
I looked over to Daniel who stood off stage behind the curtain.
Y/n: But know we're off and we'll never be on again
I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
Don't wanna fight, I just never wanna talk again
I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
I know we weren't together but we're more than friends
Said you couldn't see me while she gave you head
So please, don't ever call again
I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
Yeah, I hope that it was worth it
You didn't wanna be like the boys from before
Well, look at what you did, 'cause you hurt me more
You didn't have to lie like the truth is a chore
I guess I can't be mad
'Cause I was never yours
You had to go and ruin it
So you could get a quick fuck
I'm sure you had fun doing it
And I won't make a big fuss
But know we're off and we'll never be on again
I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
Don't wanna fight, I just never wanna talk again
I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
I know we weren't together but we're more than friends
Said you couldn't see me while she gave you head
So please, don't ever call again
I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
Yeah, I hope that it was worth it, fucking Josslyn
Yeah, I hope that it was worth it
Can't believe I was so stupid
Just another girl you ruined
My friends said I shouldn't do it
Should've listened, guess I blew it
I ended the song and walked off stage. Jack was already there waiting for me and hugged me tightly.
Ja: You did an amazing job.
He pulled back.
Ja: Im proud of you.
Y/n: Thanks.
D: Y/n before on stage can I tell you something?
Y/n: Yeah.
We walked a couple meters away from the boys.
Y/n: What's wrong? Is it because of the song? I know you didn't cheat but-
Then Daniel pressed his lips against mine. My mind was telling me to pull back but I couldn't. Eventually he pulled back.
D: I love you Y/n and on sorry for hurting you.
He quickly pecked my forehead and ran on stage, leaving me totally shocked about what happened right now.