Love can be right but become very wrong , and make you wonder what you have done wrong. I thought I loved once upon a time and thought he would always be mine, he became a different person after a short amount of time, all my hurt,pain,crys,worriers and insecurities never met a thing to him. So I started hoping and preying maybe one day he would change, But I knew in my heart he would always stay the same , he was just insane and I wish I would have been smart enough to see all the sighns but in my mind i didn't see none at the time, but now that I realize how wrong I was I feel completely numb and look really dumb , I fell in love with this man and gave him my all, and all I got in return was a cold hearted individual who only cared about himself and his problems more then anything or anyone else around him , it always had to be his way or no way, he even had enough nerves to try to control literally every area in my life always saying I wasn't right and everything I said or did in his eyes was wrong, I realized after awhile he had no respect for what I had to say or anything I believed in i was also always wrong and didn't do anything right and the list went on and on until i literally wrote all my wrongs and once I wrote over 50 things i do wrong I realized I was wasting my time cause the list would be never ending it would have never ended unless I ended him.And I'm not over reacting that's how nuts he truly is. He would lie to the ones closest to me just to make him look like hes the good one, but it made him look even more stupider then he already looked, Now if I was you I choose the true love the real love , the love that keeps you safe, cares about the words you , cares if you cry or if you're hurting and cares about all your insecurities and worries. That's the love I've had once before but I lost that one and only to my bad past that I'll always live to regret, but it is always best to leave your past behind you and look turdge your future and all the great people you come to know along the way who truly care and love you who respect you and are there for you, those are the people you should keep in your life, not the people who like to argue, fight,and complain about everything in your life you do wrong instead of all the good things you have done right. This is a poem to all my ladies out there who might be stuck in a rut and not know where to turn, maybe this might help.
