What happens when one night you get drunk and sleep with your best friend but...in the morning you don't remember anything. You start having flashbacks and you try to figure out who it was...
Still on ft with mar... I haven't been on facetime with someone I like in so long. It's weird tbh
I was still doing some homework while mar was showing me how he rolls his blunts.
"Ok so now imma start rolling it-" "mhmm wait sh sh sh" I shushed him as I heard my front door open. "Y/n! Ven ayudar me!" (come help me)My mom screamed from downstairs. "ok!" I screamed back. "Shit I gotta go mar. I'll talk to you later ok?" "It's all good babe bye" he said. I hung up after saying bye and rushing downstairs.
"Que estabas asiendo?"(What where doing?) my mom asked. "just some homework" I said helping put away some groceries. "oh ok i'm gonna make some food so when your done with the groceries you can finish your homework then come back down to eat ok?" She smiled at me. I smiled back "ok mami"
"Oh puedo ir al zoo on friday?" (Can I go to the zoo)I asked "Con quien?" (with who?) "Some friends" I shrugged. "Va ir aliz?" (is aliz going?) "mhmm" I lied. "oh ok then just ask your dad" I nodded at her.
My mom always let's me go everywhere I want, but if she says yes it doesn't really mean I can go. I have to ask my dad. It only matters if he says yes or not. My mom really has no say but I still ask her to not be rude.
"So where is dad?" I asked. "showering"'she said. I put away the last thing and went back to my room to finish my homework.
Time skip... "Y/n! Ya esta la comida!" My mom screamed. I got up and ran downstairs.
I sat down and we started eating.
My mom made some empanadas of chicken with cheese inside as well. It also had tomatoes and onion in side. I added some cream on stop and queso fresco and sauce on top.
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This is what they look like just with some toppings on top. (i got it off the internet cuz my mom hasn't made empanadas in a while and i been craving then 😐)
I ended up eating 4 empanadas. "Gracias a dios" I said (Thank god idk about y'all but me and my family say that after eating a meal) and then I got up and washed my plate.
I went back to my room and showered. After I showered I went downstairs to the living room and saw my parents in the living room watching some tv. "Pa puedo ir al zoo el friday con mis amigos" I asked. (Can i go to the zoo on friday with my friends) "Mmm no" my dad said. "Porque?" (why?) i asked. "Porque dije que no" He said sternly. (because I said no) "ok" I said softly as i got up and went back to my room. I was feeling sad and disappointed.
It was raining outside. So, I opened my window to hear the rain so it can calm me.
I started thinking about my childhood. It wasn't the best. Full of my parents arguing. My parents weren't always happy and perfect. I mean no parents are perfect but mine is a little bit of a different story.
My dad used to drink a lot. He would go to work drink at his lunchtime then come home and drink some more. This one time we went to my aunts house. He had started drinking beer and then he started drinking tequila. It was around 1:30 am when we got home. My dad had said that my mom had stole money from his wallet $40 dollars. What he didn't remember is that he spent it on beer.
He got so mad that he...hit her. My mom fought back and defended her self but he got some good hits in. After he was done he had gone to sleep. I saw it all though. I was crying I couldn't do anything to help my mom. I was so mad because I couldn't do anything. That night my mom packed a small bag for the both of us and we stayed at a hotel for a couple of days. Until my dad apologized and said he was going to stop drinking. We then went back home.That was when I was around 6 years old.
Then when I was around 9 years old it happened again...My mom had come home late from work which my dad hated. He hated that my mom would come home around 3 hours after the time she was supposed to come home. My dad had been drinking for a while and he decided to pick a fight with my mom.
He ended up hitting her again and we had to stay at a hotel again for a couple of night. Until my dad apologized, said he was going to stop drinking and blah blah blah blah.
I had asked my mom why she didn't just leave him and she said it was because she didn't want to throw away the 20 years she had been with my dad away.I felt so bad for her but she was so strong.
After that it only happened one more time. That was when my dad calmed down on the drinking. He still drinks but only a little. 3 beers a day max.
I was on my bed in tears that I couldn't ever help my mom. My dad was ther for me in my childhood. He was there for me just not emotionally. I had daddy issues I guess.
I had fallen asleep crying that night.
*RING RING RING*
My alarm woke me up. I got up and put some sweats and hoodie on and did my morning routine. Then I waited for the boys to pick me up. I ate a banana while I waited.
Once the boys got here I got in the car and we went to school. "Hey" I said "wassup" They all said. I looked out the window as we drove to school. "Why you being quiet sis ?" Mattia asked looking at me through the rear view mirror. "I was remembering some stuff last night and I just don't feel great today." I said smiling slightly. "Remembering what? Oh your dad?" Ale asked looking back at me. I nodded at him as tears built up in my eyes.
"It's ok sis we're here" Alvaro said hugging me as a tear slipped out my eye. I quickly wiped it and hugged him back.
"Thanks guys" I said sniffling. The boys and aliz are the only people I've ever told about what happened.
"Ok y'all we here" Mattia said parking the car. We got out and walked to our spot in the hallway. I saw aliz there and hugged her. "You okay?" She said,I nodded yes and we all started messing around or going on our phones.
I felt arms hugs my waist. I could smell mar's cologne with the smell of weed mixed. "Hey" He said kissing my cheek. "Hi" I smiled at him. "Hey guys" He dapped them up. The boys started talking again. "Oh I cant go this weekend. I'm sorry." I lowly said to him so only him and I heard. "It's all good. I told you we could go any other time baby" He smiled at me and I smiled back nodding slightly.
The rest of the day went by fast. In a blink of an eye I was at home getting ready for bed. I put my sleep playlist on and fell asleep...
A/n: Hey guy. So I just wanted to do a little bit of a background for y/n. If your in a abusive relationship bby it's not healthy and you should try to get out of it. I know it hard. But y'all can talk to me whenever or if you know anyone in one just assure them that you're there for them.
Dont forget to eat or try to. Stay hydrated. Stay positive.I'm proud of you. <3
