In To Deep

Chapter 35

>>Olyvia Anderson<<
Our first night here was amazing even though me and meek wanted to have sex the kids insisted they sleep with us so there we was all in one bed but still comfortable and I believe the waves and natures sounds soothed all of us into deep sleeps I was the first to wake up of course after hearing Jaclyn's cries i didn't want to wake the rest of them up so I got her and took her to the living room where I changed her diaper fed her and ordered some food for the rest of us... this whole trip was honestly just a great idea not just for the wedding of course but both me and meek left our phones home where no one can contact us this is what we've been needing quality family time... maybe this is what we needed so I can convince him to get out don't get it twisted even though I'm enjoying my self but not a minute goes by and im not thinking about what's to come if I don't get him out in time... anyway after feeding the kids and getting everyone ready we decided to go to the beach and it was amazing the kids loved the water me and meek chilled by the shore with Jaclyn and it was just a calm cool environment

Me:"couldn't you get used to this like what if we just stayed and never went back"

Meek:"Idk after a while I feel like it would be boring"

Me:"Hmm I guess your right... but doesn't it feel the same with trapping aren't you ready to give that up too you have so much other shit going for yourself you don't need that I understand the streets raised you but you gotta grow up meek you ain't a little boy no more we have kids that this shit affects were finna be married and Id be dammed if I'm sitting at home waiting for you to come home and you never do"

He keeps staring off into the beach like the shit I'm saying doesn't matter

Me:"do you hear me Jayceon?!"

Jayceon:"I here you babe but please let's just relax right now alright?"

Me:"yea whatever meek"

>>Jayceon Williams<<
Today will be our 4th day here and the official day we get married to say I'm nervous is defiantly and understatement as I fidget with my tie I sit back in my chair and decide to do something I ain't done since I was 13

Me:"wassup dad... shit I don't even know what to say I guess I'm asking for sign.. should I really be marrying Olyvia? I mean I love her no doubt about it but if somebody love you they should accept you for who you are right and sometimes I doubt that she does... I love you man"
I take a deep sigh after im done i goto reach for my phone to call Sean only realizing I ain't got the shit fuck maybe this whole let's sneak away and just get married idea wasn't the best but what kind of man would I be to leave the woman I love the most and my kids standing at the alter I guess to death do us apart... i pour about my 6th shot of tequila and slam it back... soon as I set my cup down the door opens and in walks my son

Jaycee:"hey dad how you holding up?"

Me;"im good little man where you been you suppose to be my best man I needa to get some shit off my chest to you"

Jaycee laughing;"sorry Olyvia was in there crying me and Ana had to get her to stop"

Me:"oh yea what she crying for?"

Jaycee:"she said she don't deserve you and she afraid she gonna walk down the isle and you gonna realize you don't want to marry her so what you needa get off yo chest?"

Me:"um.. I heard you saw yo mom the other day?"

Jaycee:"yea with grandma"

Me:"how did it go?"

Jaycee:"as always she said she's working to get me"

Me:"how you feel about that I know we never really talk about it but I know it hurts you in some way that she always lying to you"

Jaycee:"yea it used too but I got used to it and besides even though livias not my real mom it's basically like she is so I love her just as much as kiana"

Me:"so you think it's right I marry her"

Jaycee:"she the one for you dad"
This liquor starting to get to me I can't believe my son just said that shit I pull him into a close hug and thank god that I have him

Me:"alright little man you ready for this"
He nods his head and stands up im ready too

30 minutes later

Even though no ones here to witness our wedding I have multiple photographers recording this just for Fam and the memories of everything... we decided on having our wedding near a water fall where the trees grow wild and everything's just natural of course I had on a simple tux along with my best man Jaycee and the brides maid Ana wore a simple pastel green dress the hair dresser we hired sat in the audience holding my baby girl Jaclyn who wore a simple white dress I got more nervous the closer we got

"If I had one wish, boy I'd wish you next to me And it could be in summer, fall or spring, boy 'Cause you make my heart sing I wanna give my heart, my soul, my love to you Oh baby 'Cause every day I'm not with you I'm missing you like crazy I need for you to.."

I watch Olyvia's beautiful ass begin to walk down the trail and straight towards me you know I wanted to go with the traditional here comes the bride but I remember one day us talking about this moment and she wanted this song to play but I wanted to make it something bigger and actually invite faith to personally sing this to me and my baby after I help her into place her cry baby ass already wiping tears I smile at her grab her chin and turn her towards to trail where faith is finally entering

"I need for you to love me, hold me, touch me Down deep in my soul, and never let it go Of the love we share, no one compares to you I'll never let you go 'cause I really love you so Oh I...
I'll never let you go, oh no

If you must know the truth, boy I'm nothing without you Now I know what people mean, boy When it's too good to be true Because you give me joy, good love, good times, such happiness Oh yea And every day I thank the Lord for you, I feel so blessed I need for you to...

I need for you to love me, hold me, touch me Down deep in my soul, and never let it go Of the love we share, no one compares to you I'll never let you go 'cause I really love you so Oh I...
I'll never let you go, oh no

If you only knew What you really do
Ain't never had no one that does it quite like you do You could spend half a lifetime Trying to find one like you
That's why I am so glad I found you
I wished upon a star and it came true
Darling, I need for you to love meee"

Faith:"congratulations Olyvia you have a wonderful man"
Livia makes her ugly ass little orgasm face nods her head unable to get out her words then buries her head into my chest and continues to cry

Olyvia:"I do I don't even want to hear all the extra bullshit I just do"

The pastor looks between the two of us with a confused look

Me:"shit I do to baby"
He hands us our rings i slide hers on her and she does the same for me we kiss now it's officially mrs. and mr. Williams