Discovery

Chapter 1 - WOW

I had always felt out of the place even as teen. My family was normal, which means we didn't talk at all about any important issues including sexuality. when I hit age of 14 and actually started to be interested in girls something weird was happening.

Whenever I check girls out, rather than thinking how I would "fuck" her instead i was asking myself "Will her outfit fit me?". It was confusing and since I didn't had anyone to talk with, so I tried to ignore it and act "normal".

I was in two long term relationships but since I had trust issues and didn't really say what was bothering me, they end up rather badly. Since then, I just gave up on relationships and even sex as it was more hassle than worth it.

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Everything really started when I received invitation from friend to her 18th birthday at gay club. As I didn't had anything better to do I went along and it was best thing ever happening to me. At the club I was mesmerised by how everyone are "free".

Night went well, I had plenty and drinks and even few guys approached me, but I politely declined their proposals and keep enjoying myself. Just before I was about to leave, very cute girl show up and asked me

"What are doing here?"

Since I was little drunk and confused i just mumbled "what do you mean?"

"You are at Gay club and turning down cute guys" she responded surprised.

"I'm here just for my friend birthday" I replied.

She took her phone out and asked for my number. I sobered in a second. Nothing like this ever happened to me and not to mention with cutie like her. She was 5'5", long ginger hair and very petite figure wearing greyish sparkling mini dress. I was way too drunk to notice any other details or even ask for name.

Next morning massive hangover welcomed my day and text

"I'm Chloe btw, if you want we can go out sometimes".

I quickly replied saying some cringe nonsense, but she didn't mind it at all and we started going out.

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~4 months passed

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It was amazing, everything was like in cheesy teenage tv series. However, yes it is always like this, whenever something good going on for too long shit happens. We didn't really had any sex life apart some hand-jobs and blowjobs she was giving me and this was exactly what she wanted to talk about.

This conversation left me speechless. "I used to be guy. Started my hormone therapy at 17. However, there are things we should discuss further if we want to continue it." ". After a while without saying anything I left.