Something great. **ON HOLD**

Chapter 5

I was gasping for air and Matt woke up and started searching for my inhaler. I looked at the clock and it was 5:53 am. My alarm was set for 11. Finally Matt found my inhaler and once again I pumped it and started breathing normally and said "now that doesn't normally happen. I haven't had two happen In less then 24 hours apart happen in a while. Don't worry it won't happen again." "It's okay. I'm just glad I was here to save you." Matt said sweetly. "Can you come lay with me. I don't wanna be alone." I said shyly. "Of course." So he walked over and laid with me and we drifted off into a deep sleep, or at least I did.

After about 5 more hours of sleep my alarm went off and I woke up. I carefully slipped out of Matt's arms because he looked so peaceful. After that I went in the bathroom turned on the shower stripped down and jumped in. I looked down at my wrists again. The scars were fading, but not fast enough. I got out of the shower and put the concealer on my wrist and realized I had nothing in the bathroom but my old clothes and a towel. So I walked out of the bathroom and surely all of the guys were there, so I grabbed my stuff and back in the bathroom. I put on my galaxy leggings a loose white jersey type crop top that had the number 97 on it and then wore my white vans. I put my makeup on dried my hair and curled it into loose beach waves. After that I walked out and Carter said jokingly "Hey look the princess is already done getting ready!" "Shut the fuck up Carter. You may be a guy but I can still kick ass." I said while all the guys went ohhhhhhh! After that we went downstairs to the ballroom to get ready for day 1: the meet & greet.

About 30 minutes after setting up it was time to start the meet & greet. All sorts of fans started getting in a line. I was the third in the row of the guys and I. So first in line was a Guy, he passed the first two and just came to me for a picture. So we took a picture of him holding me and me kissing him on the cheek. After I looked over at Matt and he had a sad look on his face. Was he jealous? No. He could never like me more than a friend.

After a couple more hours of the meet & greet there was one last girl she looked like a complete slut. Not to be rude but she had her makeup caked on so much and had shorts so short that showed way more than they should. She went to both guys that were first and kissed them on the cheek and then when she came to me she said "Bitch, I really don't even get why you're part of Magcon. You're ugly and should just go cut or kill yourself. Or maybe both." After that I just ran out and ran down the hall. After me was Matt and Taylor. They were running after me saying "Ariel Ariel slow down tell us what's wrong! I saw a girls bathroom and ran in. I went into a stall and saw a loose screw on the toilet paper holder so I grabbed it and washed the concealer off my wrist and cut 4 times on each wrist. As I was doing that the guys said "we're coming in if you don't open this door in 5 seconds! 5...4...3...2...1!" They barged in as I tried to wash my wrists. As soon as they saw them they both just stood there in shock as I collapsed into a crying mess. Then someone walked over to me and hugged me and said quietly "it's okay. I'm here now." It was Matt. Then Taylor came and said "just promise us you won't ever do it again." "I promise." I said knowing that I might not be able to keep that promise. Then I said "just promise you won't tell the rest of the guys." "Okay" they both promised. After that they cleaned me up and we went up stairs. By now it was 5:00 so I decided to take a nap. So I got my sweats and and sweatshirt and went in the bathroom and changed. I came back out and Matt was sitting their on the edge of my bed quietly. So I went up to him laid down next to him and said "what's wrong?" And he said " do you not realize that I like you? Like really like you."

Matt Espinosa just said he likes me!

"You can't like me, you're so perfect." I said quietly. "Ariel! I'm not perfect you are! And does this show you that I'm not lying" he said leaning toward me. Then he kissed me. At first I was confused and started kissing back. Then It started getting more heated when I broke the kiss and said "I'm tired. To be continued?" "Anything for you" Matt said sweetly. After that Matt and I just snuggled and I drifted into a deep sleep.

Then at about 8:00 the guys brought up panera!! They woke us up and all I said was " so what'd you get me?" "I told them Broccoli cheddar soup and an asiago cheese bagel. That's my favorite so I just asked them to get that for you too. I hope that's okay..." Matt said shyly "OH my god Matt! That is seriously my favorite food in general and I've been craving this ever since I got here!" I said a little to excited after that they handed it to me. I finished and everyone drifted off to sleep when i said to Matt as we were watching Netflix "I have an idea!"

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