As usual you sat on your normal seat in class, back in the corner with your best friend. You had fun with her in class and all, but that was not the reason why you sat there. You sat there because you had a good eye on the one you had been obsessed with for years, Kai. You were best freinds before, but but you started to grow apart when you started high school. You both found ned friends and new interests, you still tried to keep the conection, but it did not seem like he wanted to.
~.~
Lunch break, the one hour of the day you could daydream about him alone. You always sat under the big tree bedise the soccer field. You could be by yourself and think about everything.
You were in your own world off scenarios that would never happen before someone sat down beside you.
"Daydreaming about him again, right?" She asked like usual with a little giggle.
"Maybe, or what can i say, you already know." You answerd as you looked over to the soccer fireld where you could see Kai and the other boys in his class playing soccer.
Se did not say anything after that, so it was a little awkward to sit there without anything to say, so you tried to break the silence.
"Why aren't you playing with them? I thought you and Luhan had your hips glued togheter." You laughed a little when asking, but stopped laughing when you saw her smile fade.
"He said he had something to do, but i see not that he ditched me to play, but that doesn't matter right now."
"Ahh i see, the manly mans is lying to play, haha." You laughed a little more, and she actually started to laugh herself.
"Yeah haha, but onto another thing, why don't you try talk to him agian? I know he's shy and the whole story, but you should at least try.
"I don't know, it does not seem like he want anything to do with me anymore so i don't see the reason for trying." You look down on your shoes, thinking about the time you started to lose contact.
"Stop it, Luhan says that he talks about you all the time so i think you should try. I know pyu don't trust him, but i do and he wouldn't lying about such things."
The conversation went on forever about that theme. Eventually it tracked out to talk about Luhan. You just listened and nodded, but you did not really pay attention, your eyse were glued onto him.
On the bus home you started to convince yourself to talk to him. You wanted it so much but you did not have the courage. You stood up, even tho the bus was moving, started to walk back in the bus towards him and his freinds. You froze, stared into the back of the bus. His face snuggled onto another girls neck. Her leg on his lap. You were on the edge of crying, going off the bus on the next stop. Walking all the way home with the picture in your head. You heard your phone and took it up from your purse.
Text message from Mina
"Did you talk to him?? I hope you did, otherwise i will kick your ass the next time i see you, just kidding but i hope you did <3"
You start to think agian, but reply in seconds.
"I don't need to talk to him, he got a got a girl, no reason to try anymore.."
