Chaper Eleven - Late Thoughts

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- Late Night Thoughts -
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I couldn't sleep. Something was bothering me, it was 2:52am on an Wednesday morning. Something bothered me the whole school day and I barely could remember anything the teachers were saying, thanks god for my sisters who takes note.

I rolled around my bed as I groaned, I'm pretty sure everyone was awake. Listening to me whine and groan out annoyed, my period arrived again but that wasn't it. It wasn't cramps or anything like that, it felt like an need for pleasure. 'What the fuck, am I horny?'  I thought but quickly rolled around to avoid the thought. As they say, karma's a bitch, because this time I fell of the bed, bumping my head against my night stand "A fuck!" I wined but heard shuffling but then my bedroom door opened to reveal an very angry; Dixie. "Will you shut the fuck up, I'm trying to sleep." She hissed before I got up at stared at her.

"I'm sorry, but I can't help that I'm fucking horny."

Her eyes whined in shock as that came out, she gulped before hastened before looking back at me "A-are you on your period?" I looked back at her before slowly nodding my head in disappointment. She sighed before sitting down, "I don't know what to do, but here," She opened my desk's drawer to reveal an notebook she bought me that is still empty. It had been laying there, untouched for about a year. I have an obsession of buying books but never using them. I was shocked seeing this beautiful aesthetic book.

" I don't even remember owning that book

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" I don't even remember owning that book." She rolled her eyes before lightly slapping me with the book "No shit sherlok, it's been in there for over an year, dumbass." I dramatically gasped before pretending to faint as she giggled at me "Alright, take this book and write down what your feeling, like feelings towards someone or you know your hormones." I sat back up and looked at her.

"Oh, shut the fuck up Dix, don't act like you don't have hormones."

She rolled her eyes before getting up "Look, all I'm saying is, try and write you emotions, I used to do it when I was in a relationship with that Griffin sucker." I rolled my eyes at the thought of that cheating bitch. She eventually left me alone before I just stared at the book, I sighed before taking out an pen from my desk and opening the book "Here goes nothing."

𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻  𝓝𝓸𝓽𝓮𝓫𝓸𝓸𝓴,

𝓓𝓲𝔁𝓲𝓮 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓲𝓮𝓬𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓼𝓱𝓲𝓽 𝓼𝓸 𝔂𝓮𝓪𝓱, 𝓼𝓱𝓮 𝓰𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓫𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝓘'𝓶 𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓷𝔂 𝓸𝓯 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻. 𝓘'𝓿𝓮 𝓫𝓮𝓮𝓷 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓼𝓸 𝔀𝓮𝓲𝓻𝓭 𝓪𝓯𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓦𝓮𝓷𝓼𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓪𝓽 𝓼𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓸𝓵, 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮'𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓫𝓸𝔂 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓣𝓪𝔂𝓵𝓮𝓻 𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓭𝓮𝓻. 𝓗𝓮'𝓼 𝓪 𝓯𝓾𝓬𝓴𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓫𝓲𝓽𝓬𝓱 𝓱𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓵𝔂, 𝓱𝓮'𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓲𝓫𝓮𝓻𝓪𝓲𝓷'𝓼 𝓼𝓸𝓷 𝓼𝓸 𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓱𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓶.

𝓐𝓷𝔂𝔀𝓪𝔂, 𝓪𝓯𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓾𝓹𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓮𝓭 '𝓖𝓲𝓡𝓵𝓕𝓻𝓘𝓮𝓝𝓭' (𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭) 𝓘 𝓯𝓮𝓵𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓮𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓬𝓱, 𝓶𝓪𝓫𝔂𝓮 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓱𝓸𝓻𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓼. 𝓜𝓪𝓫𝔂𝓮 𝓲𝓽'𝓼 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓬𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓘'𝓶 𝓳𝓮𝓵𝓸𝓾𝓼? 𝓐𝓯𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝓮 𝓸𝓷 𝓘𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓰𝓻𝓪𝓶 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓹𝓪𝓰𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮'𝓼 𝓫𝓾𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓯𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓶𝓪𝓬𝓱. 𝓘'𝓿𝓮 𝓷𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓮𝓵𝓽 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓪𝓷𝔂 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻 𝓫𝓸𝔂 𝓸𝓻 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 (𝓘'𝓶 𝓑𝓲)

𝓐𝓷𝔂𝔀𝓪𝔂, 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓪𝓼 𝓹𝓻𝓸𝓫𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓪 𝔀𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮

𝓕𝓾𝓬𝓴 𝓸𝓯𝓯,
𝔁𝓸𝔁𝓸 𝓙𝓮𝓷𝓷𝔂.

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A Few Words From The Author,

Happy new year! Welcome to 2021 and hopefully this year won't give us some major shit like 2020 :p. If I made an mistake somewhere please let me know!

Anyway, it's 2:32am where I live and I wanted to sleep but I also wanted to update real bad :D. So take this as an note to say: You mean so much to me, I will stay awake to entertain you all the next morning, or all my fellow night owls ;).

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