HawksXDabi(Depressed Hawks)

Voices

TW- Eating disorder and cutting

(Lets go back to when Dabi left the apartment) also when I put words with a - before and after the sentence that's Hawks little voice in his head.

Hawks POV

I see Dabi leave through a purple portal and leave me alone in my room. " Well I guess I should do something with my life and..... watch TV." I laughed its not like I was doing anything today anyways. I go down stairs and I was going to make food until

- Bro you don't need anymore food-

" I haven't even had anything today!"

- You had a KFC yesterday you don't need anymore food today- 

- Your such a pig!-

" Okay okay I won't fucking eat just leave me alone."

- That's what I thought. Your lucky Dabi made you in a good mood or else you would be punished(not in a kinky way lol)-

I was just sitting  on the couch with the remote in one hand flipping through channels until the news caught my eye.

The reporter

" Today 23 killed in a fire due to hero's being just to late."

I just stared at the TV for a second processing what I just heard.

" 23! WHAT THE FUCK!" This is my fault...This is my fault...This is my fault. 

- Yeah this is YOUR fault. It doesn't matter if its your day off and it has nothing to do with you and you had no idea it was happing but. Ha. Who cares just do it.-

" D-do W-what."

- Bitch please. You know- Sadly I did know so I pluck out a feather and made it sharp. I put the blade at my arm "No too obvious" I rolled up my left pant leg and started slicing.

-  Haha look at you cutting yourself because of something you didn't even do-

" SHUT UP! you told me to do this so please... please be quiet." 

- ....Fine.... You have cut enough anyways-  I put my knee's up to my chest and wrap my wings around my body to cover me from the world. " Why do hero's make it so hard for me to want to stay a hero. I'm starting to want to join the league of villains just for the hell of it." what am I saying! Well I meannn I'll get to work with Dabi and not have to follow rules..... and it's not like Endeavor will care so....I think I'm gonna make a call.

(Time skip to after the call and the leagues meeting)

Hawks POV

I made the call to Shigaraki a couple hours ago he said he was sending someone to live with me for a while to "watch me" pft what are the gonna watch me do have a panic attack....well...probably. I laugh at my dark humor and go in semi cocoon mode to where I'm still covered by my wings but I can still see the TV. After about 30 mins I see that purple portal again. Dabi walks out of it. Wait... "Dabi?"

Dabi's POV

"Dabi?"

"Did ya miss me birdie?" He blushed at my comment. He is just so cute when flustered.

"No." Keigo covered himself with his wings like he did when I cleaned his cuts.

"hmm Okay then." I go over and sit next to him. He's kind of shaking I wonder why.

"So you want to be a villain. I don't buy it" He uncovers himself from his wings and looks at Dabi. Damn he looks Miserable.

"Yes I want to be a fucking villain! Have you seen the news! The hero's just let 23 people die and I know how the whole system work they all do it for fame....and I'm so fucking done." He breaks down crying.