Lost And Loved

Chapter 5

9:00 Am

~•~Author POV~•~

Y/n couldn't sleep at night after what hoseok said but she still managed to sleep for 5 hours and now she was sleeping peacefully till her alarm started to beep she growled and sat on the bed while rubbing her eyes she finally got up and walked to the bathroom and looked at the mirror and started to brush her teeth and walked out of the bathroom grabbed her outfit and entered the bathroom again and started to shower hoseok's words were still lingering in her mind
she held her face in her face and sighed and turned off the shower and wrapped the towel around her body and applied some moisturizer on her legs and hands dried her hair and wore the outfit went out of the washroom and grabbed her shoes she don't like to wear heels as it hurts so she wears shoes or flat sandals only occasionly she wears heels she went downstairs and the boys were nowhere to be soon she was confused so she decided to go in jin's room bcz he usually woke up early she knocked on the door and entered but he was not there she went to rm's room and he was also not there she got confused and worried she went to all of the members room but they were not there she went to hoseok's room he was also not there she called jk but it took her to voicemail she decided to ask sophie she walked in the kitchen and sophie was there cooking breakfast.

~•~Y/n POV~•~

Y/n-"Mrs.Sophie do you know where are the boys-"I couldn't complete my words till I saw a sticky note.
"Hey y/n don't worry about us we are gone for some work and we have eaten breakfast already so you eat your breakfast and go to your company..Bye bye
-From jin"
I was reliefed by that note.
Y/n-"Mrs.Sophie can you please make
me my breakfast?" I asked her.
Mrs.Sophie-"Mrs Y/n please wait for me for 2 minutes I will serve the breakfast on your plate plz settle down." She said.I smiled and sat on the dinning table's chair.Soon she served me breakfast I thanked her and started eating and suddenly hoseok's words popped up in my mind I was still not recovered from that words and incident a slight pink tint appeared on my cheeks while recalling the scene in my mind I finished my breakfast and went upstairs to grab my purse and cars key and went downstairs and opened my car's door and drove to the company I went to my office and called Lisa.
Lisa-"Hey good Moring" She said politely.
Y/n-"Good morning Lisa can you call Kris here please?"I asked her.
Lisa-"Yeah sure why not"She said and went out of the office and after some time Kris entered my office.
Kris-"Good morning Mrs y/n.You called me?"He asked while bowing to me.
Y/n-" Good moring.Yes I called you to ask that the file I gave you to complete have you completed it or you haven't completed it yet!?"I asked him very seriously.
Kris-"Mam I just have to re-check it if there is some mistakes or not otherwise the file is completed".He said nervously.
Y/n-"Hmmm..Ok I want the file on my table in 1 hour understood".I warned him.
Kris-"Yes mam"he said and bowed to me and left. God I have a important meeting with our distributer tomorrow I looked at the computer with which the camera were connected I decided to go take a walk in our company since I haven't did in weeks yet. While I was taking a round I found some girls gossiping I went closer to them and asked them.
Y/n-"What are you all talking about?" I asked them they didnt noticed me.
Girl-"About Kris no one else go aw-"She turned her head towards me and she was so shocked.I raised my one eyebrow at all of them.
Y/n-"I don't pay you to talk about Kris and if you all want to talk about him I can fire you and you can talk about him outside this company." I said angrily to her. They all started to say sorry to me and begged me to not fire them.
Y/n-"This is your last fcvking chance go to work NOW."I warned them and took a round and went to my office a and started to do some work on documents and after some time someone knocked on my office door.
Y/n-"Come in". I said and Kris came in the office.
Kris-"Mam the file is completed please take a look at it."He said.
Y/n-"Hmm good keep the file on my table I will check it afterwards now leave." I said to him he bowed and left.After 3 or 4 hours I completed My work I took the file that Kris gave me I looked at the file I was quite impressed like he started to work in this company for just 2 month and the file didn't had a mistake I putted the file on my desk and started to do my work after 3 or 4 hours Lisa came in my office.
Lisa-"Y/n your lunch you have to eat it".She said kinda like ordering to me.I sighed.
Y/n-"Lisa you know that tomorrow we have a important meeting.So,can you bring instant noodles and americano here?"I asked to her.
Lisa-"Why not wait a minute"She left the office e in 10 minutes she came back with tray in her hands I standed up from my seat and took the tray and putted it on the table.
Y/n-"Thank you Lisa and can you give me the work I gave you to do?"I asked her.
Lisa-"Y/n actually I have already putted it on the desk." She searched the file since there were some more files and gave it to me.
Y/n-"Ohh sorry I didnt noticed it"I apologized to her.
Lisa-"No problem y/n I know you are busy and now eat your lunch ok."She said while patting my shoulder I scrunched my nose she giggled and left the office I started to eat my lunch and started to do my work after some time my phone started to ring I picked it up.

*OTP*
Y/n-"Hello?"
Hwasa-"Hey y/n how you doing"
Y/n-"Ohh hi I am doing good what about you"
Hwasa-"I am doing great actually I called you to ask if you are coming to my party"
Y/n-"Ohh can you tell me when it is"
Hwasa-"Its day after tomorrow will you come"
Y/n-"Yes I will come for sure"
Hwasa-"Yay!!Thank you y/n"
Y/n-"Hmm can we talk some other
time I have some work to do?"
Hwasa-"Oh ok so remember to come stay safe love you bye"
Y/n-"You too stay safe love you too
bye"

*Call ended*
It was around 9 pm I packed my stuff and putted the file that Lisa gave me in my bag and walked to the parking lot and putted my bag on the passenger's seat and drove to the house while vibing to songs when hoseok's face came into my mind his smile,his care for the members,his body,his voice,his hair's everything about him was just perfect and he is the type of husband who every women wants but I still don't believe him and why should I he don't care for me he don't smile when I am around him he never asked how I am doing *pout* a tear rolled down my cheeks what has gotten into him why do I want his attention,care,affection I sighed I finally reached our house.I went inside the house I walked straight to my room to take a shower I took a towel and went under the bathroom to freshen up and I wore my clothes and took my phone and started to scroll down the media when my phone started ringing and it was my mother-in-law I picked up the call.

*OTP*
Y/n-"Hi mom how you doing"
Mom-"I am doing great sweetie what bout you and hoseok"
Y/n-"I and hoseok are also doing great how's dad doing"
Mom-"He Is also good y/n I called you to tell you that I decided to invite you and hoseok to tomorrow at dinner"
Y/n-"Oh we will surely come mom and have you told hoseok about it"
Mom-"No because I think you can tell
him after all you are his wife"
Y/n-"Oh yeah I would surely tell him I was just asking"
Mom-"Ok good night"
Y/n-"Good night mom".
Mom-"Bye Y/n take care"
Y/n-"Bye mom and you too take care"
*Call ended*
I sighed now let's go to hoseok's room
I knocked at his door.
Hoseok-"Come in"he said.I walked in the room only to see him half naked he was shirtless lying on the bed while spreading his legs.I blushed and bitted my bottom lip and looked down he came in front of me.
Hoseok-"Why you came in my room?"
he asked with a raised eyebrow I came back to my normal straight face but I was dying from inside OK calm down y/n breath in breath out breath in breath out.
Y/n-"Umm mom called me to say t-that we are going to dinner at their house"
I said nervously.
Hoseok-"Ok then leave" he said.I nodded my head and was about to leave when he grabbed my wrist and pinned me to the wall I widened my eyes.
Y/n-"W-what are y-you doing hoseok leave me." I said to him.
Hoseok-"Shhh"He said while putting his finger on my lips.I gulped nervously.He stared at my eyes and then his eyes traveled to somewhere and that somewhere was my lips.He started to lean closer and closed his eyes and kept his finger under my chin lifted my head and kissed my lips I was shook it was a sweet,passionate kiss then it started to turn into a rough one I slided my hands into his nape and stranded on my toes i kissed him back he grabbed my waist harshly then he moved to my ear bole while sucking it and biting it and then he moved to my neck he grabbed my both hands and pinned it above my hand.
Y/n-"*moans* hos-seok stop"I said to him he immediately stopped kissing my neck.
Hiseok-"I-I am sorry y/n I was out of mind and I kissed you dont mean that I love you" he said it in a firm voice he moved away from me I don't know but when he said he didnt loved me that kinda hurted me I don't know why.
Y/n-"I kn-now" I went out of his room and went to my room and slept.

~•~Hoseok POV~•~
I don't know what gotten into me that I kissed her when she was uncomfortable ahh I am so stupid god please don't make our relationship more worse after this incident I don't know I felt really bad while saying that I don't love her when I also know that I don't love her (author-oh are you sure Mr Jung hoseok because I don't think so) I laid myself on my bed while looking at the ceiling I have gone mad I don't know if I love her or not and with that I slept..

TBC
Hey guys so I hope you liked the chapter I tried my best to write a chapter and when I am currently writing this it is currently 3:00 am here anyway I hope you guys are doing great and are safe I love youu all sooo much take care bye bye..