Love Secnairo

dealing with pain

You were in your bed it's 2 in the morning and you can't sleep you actually never get good enough sleep anymore. You rolled over thinking about what happened with your dad earlier "why does he have to be like this?.. " You asked your self. You then felt some stings on your arms from your self harm after the fight with your dad because you always did self harm when he acts up like this,

"Aish.. " You sat up rolled up your sleeves and looked at your arms you sighed disappointed in your self but you couldn't stop because it kinda helps you. You felt alone at the moment, you decided to take a late night walk because why the hell not?.

You got up and got dress walked down stairs quietly with out waking up your dad then walked out the house. You walked over to the park were you always go to get your mind off of things. You went over to a little River area sat by the water and looked at the bright moon.

You then pulled your knees to your chest and started crying quietly.

TAE POV: I was sitting by the river area because I couldn't sleep as I was thinking I heard small sobs who would be out this late at the park besides me? I thought. I walked over wear I heard the small sobbing I looked closely and it was a girl "is that.. Y/n?.."

I slowly went over to her and saw her crying. Why is she up this late outside? I saw down next to her "h-hey are you okay?" I must have scared her because she jumped a little and looked and me. She just nodded her head a little quickly wiping her tears but I can tell she wasent okay.. I know the feeling "relax.. It's me TAE what's wront?" I asked her calmly

"I-its nothing.." I held her chin making her look at me "you can tell me.." She shook her head as a no. I didn't want to force her to tell me do I just didn't say anything and gave her a hug. "I know your not okay but I won't make you tell me.. But just to let you know I'm here for you even if your barely know me" 

She hugged me a little tighter I rubbed her back a little to comfort her. I started to feel some kind of butter flies in my stomach I don't know why.. Its weird tho I let her go and looked at her "are you gonna be okay?" I asked her calmly "yeah I'll be fine.. " Her voice sounded weak I didn't believe but once again I don't wanna force her to tell me.

I then got up "let's get you home it's late and we have school tomorrow~" She nodded and got up as well and we both started walking to her house