Isobella / Izzy's P.O.V
X-Factor applications have been out for a week now , me and Aimee ( my best friend ) have considered applying , every time we talk about it I got a knot in my stomach. I try to think positive but it's just knowing that thousands of people will be watching the telly , watching me in there. I just don't know if I could do it. I know she really wants to apply for it , she said she's only going to apply if it's for the both of us.
We have a singing page on you tube , people say we're really good , I definitely know that Aimee is, not so much me . I think she should just apply for herself , every time I say that too her she says not without you.
I've been thinking about it for a few days now, with the comments on our YouTube page , the feedback from the gigs we do , and the feedback from each other , I'd love to apply, but I know I'll be the one to screw it up for us , I'd really like to be successful but I just get stage fright in front of people , I know you may be thinking " how does she do the gigs then?" I look out into the crowd take in the people who are there , tell my self to calm down , Aimee tells me to calm down , my parents tell me to calm down. I never do. When I get on stage I'm shaking. I feel like I'm going to throw up , but knowing there's not lots of people in the crowd and half of them are our parents and having my best friend by my side I can somehow get through it , but going on the X-Factor would be a huge step for me and for Aimee.
If she believes in me , our fans believe in me and our parents believe in me I think I might give it a shot.
Aimee's P.O.V
Today is a Tuesday and every two weeks on a Tuesday me and Izzy post a singing video on YouTube.
Today is one of those Tuesdays.
I'm going to her house today to video the song.
I have an X-Factor sign up sheet in my bag , this time I won't give up without a fight !
~ 15 Mins Later ~
" AAAAIIIIIIMMMMMEEEEEE " Izzy screamed running at me full pelt down the stairs and enveloping me in to a bear hug , my gosh I do love her hugs.
" Izzy ? " I say to her , sounding more like a question.
" Yes ? " She sarcastically replies.
" I need to ask you something." I say with all seriousness.
" Go on then." She replies swiftly.
"Welllll." I reach for the form in my bag , her gaze follows my hands , I pulled out the form.
As soon as she saw it she froze.
" I know what your going to say, that you don't want to do it you'll ruin it for us , listen you won't ruin it for us , it's all an experience if we try it and we don't succeed at least we've tried and failed together. I'm not taking no for an answer !! " I say rather stubbornly.
" Well....umm......iiii......" She stutters.
" Come on Izzy please." I plead.
Izzy's P.O.V
Why has she got those forms , I can feel my heart beat racing a mile a minute. I feel sick, the knot in my stomachs back , I can't hear what she's saying properly.
" I'm not taking no for an answer ! " she says rather stubbornly , at the end of the rant I didn't hear.
" Well....Umm....iiii..." I try speak but I just stutter.
I don't know what to do , I'm not breathing properly , my hands are going all clammy , my throats getting extremely dry.
" So Izzy ? What do you say ? " she asks me.
I can see my mum stood in the door way I glance at her and she gives me the thumbs up and smiles at me. What do I do I don't want to let the only people I care about down.
" Okay Aimee I'll do it. "
Oh no what have I done ?!?!
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