B L O S S O M

For my First Love

I knew it wouldn't last

When you couldn't find the words to tell me you loved me

I knew it wouldn't last.

When the only reason I said yes was because I thought it would be cool to be,

the only one with a boyfriend

I knew it wouldn't last.

We were stupid

We jumped into love not knowing what it meant.

The only glue that held us together is our friends.

And now that they weren't here.

We fell apart.

I couldn't love you.

Even though you loved me.

No matter how hard I tried I couldn't love you.

Which is why I had to break your heart.

And I'm not sorry.

Because I can't force myself to love you.

And that is ok.

Because now you can find yourself who can.