The Boys (Reader x The Boys Imagines)

~Shameless~ (Josh)

Y/n's Pov:

       "Josh, please." I sighed laying in bed with the man sitting up pulling on his pants.

              "No, this was a mistake." He muttered his usual speech about how much he loved her, how much he regretted his usual decision.

       "If it was such a mistake why do you keep making it?" I sigh sitting up not even worrying about covering up my chest letting the sheets fall to my waist, looking at his figure standing at the edge of the bed.

              "If she found out it'd kill her and you know it." He barked at me. I sighed swinging my legs over the edge of the bed starting to get dressed as well.

       "If you love her why do you keep telling me you love me?" I whisper to myself not thinking he could hear me.

              "I don't love you." He stated causing me to freeze.

       I sighed and shrugged. "Sure, whatever." I said softly rushing to get dressed. I pulled on my sleek heels and fixed my messy hair grabbing my stuff leaving his hotel suit slamming the door behind me strutting down the hall to my own.

              I shut myself into my hotel and stripped myself of my clothes and walked my way to my shower. The warm water dripping down my curves as I try scrubbing the thought of last night's events from my head. I finish my shower routine and get dressed for today's events. I sigh as I slip on my dress, zipping the back up and fix up my hair and makeup befor finally sliding on my heels.

              I grab my clutch putting my necessaries inside, I leave my hotel room and walk off to the elevator. I press the down button waiting for it, hearing footsteps behind me. I looked to see the man I had an affair with and looks ahead at the elevator's doors opening, a woman steps out walking to Josh as I step in, I press the ground level's button making intense eye contact with Josh as the doors start closing. Josh urges the woman towards his room and he starts walking towards the elevator. I see this and press the door close button. Not wanting to hear anything from him.

              Once I was down two floors I release the breath I didn't notice I was holding. I get to the lobby where I am met with my manager as she tells me everything I needed to know about the event. But before we get there I needed to meet up with a few people. I get to my meeting where I am face to face with a couple of co-owners who are interested in making a deal with me to be a face for their company. I plastered my best mask and worked out all the details. Now, here comes the thing I dreaded.

              I get in my ride sitting by the window watching the crowd of people walking towards the venue. They all look so well dressed. I sigh resting my head back on the head rest. I get out the car and I see him, alone though. He sees me and I start walking towards the building. He grabs a hold of my wrist pulling me into a small hall where we wouldn't be seen.

       "Let go of me Josh, seriously." I mutter shaking his grasp off my wrist.

              "I want to talk to you." He says making me face him.

       "I don't want to talk to you." I hissed.

              "Then don't talk, just..listen. I'm sorry about what I said. I just didn't understand why I kept coming back to you. Y/n..I left her. I told her everything. Please..I'm not ashamed of us. If not then I understand." His tone drops a bit.

       I gulp a bit. "I guess..I can forgive your..rudeness." I mutter looking at him.

              He smiles at me and hug me whispering in my ear. "You beautiful Y/n." He kisses my neck softly. I push his head away.

       "Not here, not now." I pull away form him and turn walking out the hall with him following.

              "So, I guess we'll be with each other for this event?" He smiled.

       I shrugged. "Possibly. I did get used to going to these alone." I teased and he laughs.

              "Well then."