The world is a bitch

My hateful mum and sister

My mum and sister are very horrible to me my sister told t me to  try and kill myself see I like it  she basically telling me to kill myself she having go at me for saying nothing and my mum Agreed with her it's wrong she also forcing me to do things or she kill me or hurt me she also makes feel bad about  my body by saying my sister boyfriend is perfect I got low self esteem  no perfect she calls me fat ugly or worthless she pulled my hair and punch  and slapped me in public I was so scared I was shaking all because I'm scared of her friend who I never meet because I'm shy I wouldn't go near  him she said if I didn't go near him she hit me she does know it COVID he not in my inner circle he in hers mine different  she so horrible I can't it anymore I need help please