The billionaire's innocent flower (ON GOING)

heart rate/chapter 17

IYANNA'S pov .

My heart rate picked up as soon as I hit the floor I felt no pain I felt nothing , I knew I was breathing but I couldn't move, couldn't open my eyes or anything .

Then it became hard to breathe every second past by breathing became difficult, I heard the commotion but I couldn't move at all "Come on baby girl opennthise gorgeous grey eyes for me" a soft voice said .

i recognized it as Bj's "come on Anna , please don't do this open your eyes " after that statement my breathing slowed and my heart rate dropped "I-I-I f-f-" I started coughing historically I can feel something coming up from my stomach and it started pouring out of my mouth rapidly I opened my eyes only to see red a red liquid. Blood. My blood "feel cold Bj my chest hurts" I complained as tears build up in my eyes.

I was scared , I'm only four years old why am I going through this much pain? Is it because I'm more mature than I'm suppose to be? Is it because I never listen to sissy? Steal candy without her knowing? For complaining about things she tried her hardest to do for me just so I'd be comfortable? .

Is it because I'm never satisfied with whatever she does? Tears pour out of my eyes rapidly I couldn't control the blood that came with the coughing .

"BJ where sissy?" I asked between coughs" sissy is coming " she replied while I struggled to keep my eyes open " don't worry about anything other than your breathing and keeping your eyes open my dear" she said to be while pressing down on my abdomen and on my back .

I couldn't keep my eyes open anymore my eye lids were to heavy " Bj I'm sleepy , may I rest ?" When those words left my lips I felt something wet hit my face and heard sobbing , she was crying ? " Not yet hija , not yet" she said to me " let me tell you a story my dear Iyanna , do you want to hear it?" She asked and I nodded my head .

She adjusted my position on the backseat of the car and laid my head on her lap as her hand put pressure on my abdomen and higher up on my back her hand was red that's when I realized I was bleeding and that's where the pain erupted from .

"Well , I was pregnant Lion was the father of my child an-" I interrupted her,"Lion?" She chuckled " oh yes the man you both stay with , it was a girl and she looked just like you I had her a month early she was due January 17th 2016 ,but I had her December 01 2016, Lion new about the pregnancy but what he didn't know was that I had her early and I gave her up for adoption the moment I learnt that he was in danger she was adopted three days after birth by a woman named Esther king , a woman in new would treat her like she was her own daughter gaurd my baby girl with her life , a woman I knew would do anything for her she'd rather die than let anything happen to my baby , afterthe adoption I was told that something happened to-" my body gave up .

It gave up on me I closed my eyes as my breathing became slower and slower until it stopped and I couldn't feel anything anymore, no pain , nothing .

FLASHBACK

I watched as the man put the weapon to mi Madre head and tears start flowing down her face as the man called another to come in the other person walked into the kitchen with the head of a man and his body.

I saw the face of the voice that sang me my lullabies at night the head and body of the man who read me my night time stories when I get nightmares and cant sleep the faces of the people who took care of me.

There was a loud bang everything went silent and then the was six other loud bangs as my mother's body fell with a smile on her face and her last bit of living tears fell from her eyes .

I was about to scream and run down to her but a hand came over my mouth silencing my cried I was lifted into the arms of my sister and was carried away .

As I clung to Nina clutching on to her red tank top for dear life .

                     4 months later

"Iyanna, please stop crying okay you have to be strong about this , its only you and me now, okay love" Nina said to me as se held me close to her chest .

i have no idea how many days and nights i've been crying for waking up from the memory of seeing the death of my mother .

END OF FLASHBACK.

Nina has always been strong , but i lnow she breaks down sometimes , i know its been a lot for her and now im being punished for being ungrateful.