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nIkKi

Dixies POV same day but at 3

I was at sway hanging out with the boys and griff when I get a call from my phone it says ryan why's he calling I'm confused. I wasn't really talking to anyone at the moment so I just answer it because I was just on my phone

Ryan | Dixie

"Yes Ryan whys re you calling me" I say sounding kinda rude but I tried not to because I was on my phone doing something important

"Dixie where's Nikki why isn't she answering her phone and why did she delete all of her Instagram posts"

I don't think he knows....

"Pw" (we call it the pw because in the past that's what we called it before when we told him pw stands for psychiatric ward or also the mental hospital )

"Wait what why. Why is she there again"

"Ryan, she's fine don't worry she's just a little bit extremely sad at the moment" I whisper because I don't want anyone knowing or hearing

"Did she try doing it again"

"I mean I wasn't there but charli said like almost yeah but not really she was just s-h-ing (s-h is self harm) a lot and like you know my mom she got worried and yeah you know what happens from there" I sigh

"Wha- does anyone know. Can I tell the boys"

"No one. No don't let her tell if she wants"

"But those are her best friends too"

"I know Ryan but just let her do it on her own"

"Why did she delete all her posts and why is she getting dragged for photoshopping. Does she actually photo shop because I know she photo shops her eyes to be brown I know her eyes are blue and purple but like does she photoshop her body"

"I don't know why she's getting dragged because of that it's stupid. She only photo shopped her eyes that's it. But her eyes are fucking gorgeous like I've never seen anyone with those eyes before"

"So she doesn't photo shop her body?"

"Dipshit why would she. If she did she'd do it to make her look like I don't know not like her you know how she is" I sigh "I think she deleted her posts because she didn't like the way she looked in them. You know BDD she doesn't like it"

"Oh ok. Well I better not waste your time anymore tell Nikki to call me after when she's back ok"

"Yeah ok bye Ryan" I say before hanging up the phone

Yes. Nikki is getting dragged for photoshopping her eyes to be brown. But like her eyes are so pretty their blue and purple like that's rare. No one really knows her real eye colour people say it's brown when it's really blueish purple. Don't know where she got hat but ok. And I can confirm that she's not adopted because I've seen pictures of me with my mom when she was pregnant

People think Nikki photoshops and wear lots of makeup to have her clear skin and long lashes and full lips. I promise you she can't do makeup I don't know how she looks like that she's just naturally pretty. Also they think her body's fake the nude picture where she looks like a fucking hourglass no that's not fake that's real

Anyways jaden actually told the truth and said he was forced. Makes sense a bit I forgive him and stuff it's whatever but he really wants to be with Nikki. They've asked where she is I said she's gone back to Connecticut for a bit. Which is one big lie because my parents want nobody knowing and Nikki doesn't either I bet. Charli well she's kinda sad. She cleaned up nikkis room though. Nikkis room was so messy it was so gross but charli cleaned it all up with a little help of me and my mom but mostly charli did it