I'm Ineb.

Chapter-1

"My birth was a curse on my little family according to my mother......
She just loved to hate me.... and i learnt to hate her.
Never a word of love,appreciation or proud even slipped from her mouth ......", a fresh tear rolled down her right cheek as she continued writing.
She is Ineb a nice looking girl of twenty-one  expecting in result of a brutal rape and she knows well that a whole world is waiting for her to come out so it can swallow her in its deep darkness forever.
After hiding from world and fighting from herself for a long time  she now had gained the strenght and determination to face the darkness waiting for her...
She had decided that she would write down all her fears and guilts in a form of story, cause idea of writing her life as anovel and selling it gives her heart a bit of satisfaction, and a light of hope crosses her mind that in case her novel goes well she can make her life a bit better.
"My father always supported me and wanted me to become an independent girl as he knows well that my mother is planning to marry me to an old hag the very moment i am done with my matric. The idea of both marrying and studying always made me vomit. I always wanted to do something practicle in my very present not waiting to grow up. I wannted to earn even if i will have to work as a tution teacher and paid only 1000 rupees for a whole month. My life was a hyge fuss with my mom swearing every second minute and my father losing his health with everyday financial problems and by observing my loss of interest in studies. I never took tension of what my mother fucks and what my father is facing. But when i entered matric all of a sudden i started to take tension and an urge to study and make my future bright to place across my heart and mind. I slowly and but steadly started to work hard with my studies. My father was quite impressed the change that occured in me and he happy that atlast his daughter is trying to work for her future, but alas nothing went the way he thought. Anyways my mother reacted exactly opposite to my father, she increased the load of home chores on me and when ever i get some free time she will take me aside and dicuss the importance of marraige and after marraige processes with me in a hope that i will got intersted in her fucking talks and ask her to marry me with someone. Well she succeded to a great extent in her hellish plans. I again started to lose my interest in studies and this didn't got unnoticed by her father. He started to lose his hope from me, but well i was to busy in day dreaming that i decided to ignore his tension about me.
I will wake up till late night dreaming of a nice after marraige family, children and s**. But still thinking a bit about my fathers plan i decided to marry after my collage.
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ell it's my first story hope you all will appreciate.