TharnType: A fault or wanted?

Chapter 3

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On my way home I kinda...freaked out...you know.

I hope nobody saw me.

At one point I ran as fast as I could, you know, so I get to see him soon and then at some point I walked as slow as I could, no shit a 90 year old person would have been faster then me. Only it would take a longer time till I had to see him.

When I finally got home he wasn't even there. Tharn left a note saying, that he was visting his family.

I felt both, I was happy that didn't had to see him but also I was sad, I missed him his face, the way he had to make so aggressive that I want to beat the shit out of him, his smile......

What the hell Type are you thinking about?!

How can I love and hate a person that much at the same time?

Uh I definitly need to take a shower to clear my thoughts, stop day dreaming Type!

Even tho we had sex, it probably didn't mean anything to him, it was just because he was drunk.

And still I waited for him, at 12 p.m. I gave up, he would stay the night there, sooooo Tharn wouldn't come home today so I can sleep on his bed, I love his smell.

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I woke up feeling great, sleeping in his bed almost felt like he was right beside me.

I slowly opend my eyes, staring right into two brown eyes staring right back at me. He was so close, our lips were almost touching. Tharn.