I did everything but its not enough for you.I love you with all my heart I wish you knew.
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"Chaeyoung! Lets go shopping I need a gown for the prom!" i wish i was the one dancing with you
"Sure wait for me" i'll be with you no matter what
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"Chae we broke up. I want to die" If I where him i'll never make you cry
"Shhh don't do that i'm still here mina" Im here why can't you see that
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" Chae we got back together he said sorry!" your smile never fade when you mention that you're back together
" good for you" i wish i can be the reason of your sweet smiles
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"Chae I saw him with another girl. He is cheating behind my back" he is stupid for doing that
"Shhhh don't cry everything's gonna be alright"
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" chae my crush confess to me!" wow how fast
"Uhmm is he counting you?"
"Yes!" i'm here for 5 years mina but you never see me as one of them
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"Chae come my parents are back after so many years! Im gonna introduce you to them" I'm the one who stayed by your side when you are alone
"Sure i'm going now"
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I can remember how your father look at me. Feels like he's gonna kill me when i stay there for few more hours
"Mom Dad this is chaeyoung! my bestfriend" fuck i'm only her friend nothing more
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Every time I visit your house your dad will command me to do things like what suitors do
"dad stop it chaeyoung is not my suitor!" i wish i was one
" go upstairs mina. He is still a boy!"
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After 5 months her dad and me become close to each other. He even said that i'm the only one who will win his permission to marry his daughter.
"Dad me and chaeyoung don't have feelings for each other! Stop it it's disgusting"
It hurts knowing that I can't really have her. No matter what i do.
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" chaeyoung is it true that you like me?"
There's no point of denying it right?
"Yes mina I really do like you"
You didnt reject me straightly
" you're still my friend" you said and run
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I thought i'll never give up
I thought i'll stay
I thought i'll never let you go
I thought I can do it
I thought maybe staying with you will make you feel the same way with me
I thought maybe if i do things you like will make you love me
I thought dreaming is as good as reality
I thought you're my best part
I thought we can be bonny and clayde
Maybe sonny and cher,honey and bears.
Maybe we could be aladdin and jasmine.
Things don't go like we want.
It's always the opposite will win
You were my priority but i'm not.
I love you but you don't.
I give up
Giving up dont mean youre a coward.
Giving up is when you've done what you suppose to do but still not enough for someone.
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"Thats deep mr.son" the teacher said
I smiled not knowing what to reply
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"Chae! You did a great job there!" she said smiling at me
I return the smile to her
"so who is that person you are thinking when you presented it?"
I faced her. This is it. I can do this
"Mina im your friend for how many years now. And in those years i know that you know what i feel for you. Its funny how i did my best showing how much i love you but you cant really return the feelings. Its not your fault im not blaming you okay. The letter is for you mina. Im so delusional that your sweet gestures I took it deeply like maybe youre sweet because you like me too. Dont worry Im doing my best to move on. Im planning to move into other place for fast recovery. Im sorry if i cant fulfil our promise about graduating together."
I cant control my tears, after how many years of loving her i finally have the courage to move on.
"Take care always okay! Be picky on boys! I wont be here to cheer you up when you cry."
I kiss her forhead and walk away. Damn i really love that girl.
Bye myoui mina.
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"Mina mina mina hey mina woke up now" mina immediately open her eyes and saw her husband
"Chaeyoung!!!" she hug him tightly
"Hey whats with the sweetness wifey?"
"I had a bad dream. You leave me because I cant return what you feel for me"
Chaeyoung laugh at mina
"Yahh why are you laughing!"
"In this face of mine? Wifey no one can resist this face"
"Huh youre too fool for yourself hubby"
Mina smiled and look at chaeyoung
"Hubby dont ever leave me okay?!"
"You dont need to say that wifey. I will never leave you"
The enddddd
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Sad shot? scam
No sad ending for now. I celebrated my christmas and new year with my girlfriend.
More shots to come and also im planning to publish a story😉
