My vampire mate (currently re-writing)

Chapter 15

You woke in the same position you fell asleep in. Your hands still bound but he wasn't in the room with you this time, your body still incredibly soar. Lost in thought, you didn't hear the door open and didn't notice him until he was right next to you. While making eye contact, he slowly slid into bed next to you, "... I feel that I owe you a proper explanation, my dear." Slowly nodding your head as a response he sighed and started his ' explanation '. " Alright, as I said, all vampires, wearwolfs, demons, witches, anyone has a mate. It's just not usually with a human, but you my love, are mine. My mate. And each mating pair, has a mating process. First it's getting them, then slowly leaving your scent  on them, which you can do through cuddling, sex, putting your clothes on them, almost anything really. Although for each species it's different. Anyway after scenting, there's claiming, that's what I just did. Where I bite you, not to suck your blood, but to show that you are mine and mine only, so other males leave you alone. It mixes your scent with mine, It also strengthens our connection, so I can hear your thoughts, talk to you in your head, feel your emotions, it also makes it so we can't be apart for more then a full day, or the connection weakens, and I'd have to re mark you. Depending how long the mated pair had been together, and of course they're species, they could die. After marking there is the mating. Sex. Love making. Usually couples do marking then to complete the mating process. But I chose to do it now. Because you keep trying to run away and leave. And I can't let that happen, and I know I shouldn't had forced it on you like that love, so for that I am sorry." You starred at him, bewildered, confused, scared, you felt almost every emotion you could feel all at once, he bit his lip, and looked down. Slowly you looked up at him, starring at him, " S-so I can never leave.. I have no option in it now... a-and you can hear what I think.... f- feel what I feel, a-and if I'm gone to long......" slowly a tear came down your face. First it's growing up with piece of shit abusive uncaring parents, then being taken by some... thing... a vampire.... life really is a bitch.. suddenly you could feel his arms rap around you, pulling you into his chest while being careful not to pull to hard and hurt your arms. " Don't cry sweetheart, I don't like seeing you cry.. but I want to make it clear to you, no you can never leave and you wouldn't had been able to to begin with.... I know you think I'm a bad guy.. but I'm not, I'm really not, I don't plan to hurt you, just to love and cherish you, and make you happy, " he slowly stroked your hair, holding you head against his chest, " just give it a chance okay? If you agree to this then I will untie you, and we can act just like a normal boyfriend girlfriend relationship, we can go on dates, cuddle, tease each other, that's all this really is, just a sweet, loving relationship between you and me, then in the future we can have babies, our own family, watch them play with each other and grow healthy. Alright sweetheart..?" Slowly you lifted your head to look at him, he slowly lifted his hand, wiping away the tears falling down your face. thinking and weighting out your options... Slowly you just gave a little nod, he smiled at you and untied your hands. Feeling the blood circulation getting back to your hands you smiled, thinking' yayyy one little victory' he laughed and then you remembered he could hear your thoughts and blushed from embarrassment. He slowly picked you up, and laid you back in bed. Kissing your forehead he told you," Wait here I'm going to get you some food." Then left the bedroom. You just started up at the ceiling, thinking about life, what it was for you, how it's treated you in the past and how it is now, what you wanted your future to be even though you won't ever be able to have it that way. Hoping you made the right choice in this. You heard the door open and he walked in, carrying a sandwich with him, giving you a smile he came over and handed it to you," It's a BLT I hope you don't mind." You looked at him confused, " What's a BLT?" His eyes widened slightly, " You've never had a BLT before?" You nodded, he motioned to the sandwich in your hands," Take a bite." You nodded taking a bite of the sandwich in your hands, humming in delight, you asked," Whats all in it?" He sat next to you on the bed, " Just some Bacon, Lettuce, Tomato,  BLT, and then some mayonnaise." You nodded, finishing the sandwich, before getting up, " I have to go to the bathroom.." he slowly nodded, " Don't do anything you'll regret later.." he said. You nodded before going in and closing the door behind you. You did your business before flushing the toilet. And looking in the mirror, it's been a little while since you've last really viewed yourself, your Y/C skin clean probably indicating he cleaned you. Your Y/C and Y/L hair clean and shiny. Your Y/C eyes dull. Slowly you turned and opened the door coming out. He gave you a light smile before patting the spot next to the bed. " Come lay with me." You smiled before walking over and sitting on the bed awkwardly, slowly he snagged you around the wait and pulled your body flush with his, putting his nose in your neck, smelling you, then giving a light kiss there. Slowly you felt exhaustion starting to take you away, and the warmth around you welcome you with open arms. The last thing you felt was a kiss on the forehead before you fell asleep in his arms...

Y/l : your length
Y/c: your color
I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, sorry about the late updates and what not, I haven't been in a good mental space, and I've been verrrry busy at the same time. But like I said I hope you enjoyed this update and are enjoying this story so far!!
What do you guys think she should do?
~author