I woke up this morning bored as Hell like every other day in the break. I checked my phone quite a lot expecting a text from my boyfriend saying he needed to talk. Well soon later I find out he felt really depressed long story short the way he was talking had my mind strait to thinking he was going to leave me like everyone else who has taken the same tone with me. So I started to panic but soon calmed down with him telling me he's now leaving. My heart still drops at thought. A little before 4 me and him were talking about roleplay fantasies and I said runaways. His mind went off with this idea and soon after him convincing me he's ok we set forth to the park, or so it was at first. It was basically a dick appointment. I wore a dress so it would be easy for him to slip into, and out of.. I wore boots up high so when we walked stickers and grass wouldn't get to where it would annoy me. I brought my purse so I could bring my perfume, because I know both of us want to make sure the smell of sex isn't the first thing my parents at least don't smell. I start walking towards the park happily and slightly hope that the bathrooms would be really locked because I had the suspicion. I wanted to see what else he could come up with instead of an easy plan. He called me when I'm almost there and told me the doors are locked, and my suspicion was correct. He told me he had a place in mind, and it got me a little more excited. We walked and met up with each other I followed him past the park. And this is where it starts, we start walking through a field, "that outfit sure isn't for someone who's trying to hide" he has said. Honestly I forgot about the whole roleplay thing. I was ready to play. We crossed our first obstacle. Going under the fence. To me he looks like he struggled to crawl underneath when I, wanting to show off, grabbed the bar and slipped under. "I forgot how flexible you can be" he says slightly wide eyed, and I smiled. He walked a little ahead and I smacked his butt. "You better not do it again" he says with a hot tone in his voice. My bratty self wanted to smack him again and run but I resisted because I knew he wouldn't have. Problem pinning me down right there. We started a little while ago on the conversation of old horror movie with the girls underwear coming off from a fense.and as we tackled the second fence my dress did just as in a movie. Got caught at the very bottom and pulled it up to show everything beneath. I laughed a little at him starting to stare. I almost told him to unhook it himself, but I just did so we could continue. I had no time to be home, but at the time I thought he did. I hopped along beside him as we travel the back road of the church. Memories where swirling around my head. Thoughts of Camron to Seth. Willows party and bible study. I try and push the memories out of my head trying to focus on the now, him. Nothing else was mentally important enough to steal my attention away. Before I know it, I got lost in thought on how it felt so good to be outside. We traveled towards the back of the 'forest' down by the creek. I kept thinking how like a fricken country song this was as the many people in the head shared what they had to say. But again. I couldn't care less about other thoughts. I watched how he walked. He wore regular pants with the tennis shoes that where black that he got from Walmart sense his other ones had to many holes in them. He wore on of the under armor, pretty sure that's the brand, shirt white with black specks all over for the design. He also had the black soft hoodie I bought him for Christmas. His hair was slightly a mess but I knew it would get messier. I watched how I walked and continued to look around as I trusted he knew where he was going. His pudge hung out a little from his shirt over his pants and I smiled each time thinking how perfect his body type is. Me being myself, guys with abs and fit bodies are a turn off for me if I'm being honest. And I'm not one for like a actual fat person who can beat the shit out of me easy, I think I between. And the entire time I was watching him just walk along I would find another physical thing different from others. His butt is more perky then Mark's, he Definitely has more meat then seth, and many other attributes I loved more and more the more I looked. Finally we reached the spot we'd spend the next hour at. He walked and looked around while I continued to watch him smiling. Then he spoke, "where you running to?" And I shrugged my shoulders oblivious that he was talking in a roleplay. "What do you have to pay with?" He asks and me, still not understand what hes saying I happily say I have a 20$ but not much. "How do you expect to pay with no money?" I kinda shrugged, "well there is another form of payment" I finally understand that he is doing the roleplay and I start to feel slightly bad and I hop away and boop him knowing he'll follow. He does so, "your not getting away from me that easy" he says and my bratty side kicks in immediately, "oh I know, I just hopped away because I knew you'd follow" I smiled, "I was always told in elementary school to have the boys chase you not you chase the boys" he grabs my throat me knowing I struck a slight nerve I pull and spin away from him. He grabs me again and pins me to the tree, just as I wanted. I hear him say something as i start to smile from getting as i want. Something from payment and for me to get on my knees. But I was happily denying as he ordered. And shoves me down and I bit my lip, 'yes' is all I could think. He says, "your a smart girl I bet you already know what I want" I look at him with the "do I tho" look. He pulls it out, I look it slightly and boob it with my chin, I giggle and he pushes himself in my mouth, I smiled I tried to continue moving up and down but my body was giving me issues. I haven't learned how to breathe and swallow or whatever at the same time. I spit out a few times when i need to breathe. I go as long as i can before i feel like I'm suffocating. There was even one time i coughed out all of everything I tried to swallow and my body started to fully cry. I stopped myself quickly, I couldn't understand how do so what he desires and slowly became a little disappointed in myself. I heard him say, "take a deep breathe for me" I did so and he trusted into me, and I felt better because I couldn't do much without help. After a moment he told me to get up and I did so. He of course asked if I was ok, and how I was feeling. As he did so he took my purse and pulled down my panties enough to get his fingers inside. I fall weak to his touch more body begging more then my mind for him to play with me. He told me to bend over by the tree I walk over and trip slightly from the panties around my legs, I just take them off knowing all good and well what is going to happen. I bend over happily, he sticks himself slightly in and before I new it I pushed to push him in further, he started slowly, I tried to remember the specifics of arching keeping my legs in place, being a little more loose and try and keep myself up. With each thrust he pushes me into the tree, my arms getting slightly cut up in the process. I try to remain still so I dont slip and annoy him.He stops pretty quick and I smile knowing he at least finished once, after a continued pounding later we move to the ground. He lays his jacket on the ground so I may sit on it, I do so I was leaning against the tree as he fucked me roughly, he pushed on my thighs down and soon it began to really hurt. He stopped and asked if I was ok, and if I needed or wanted to stop I told him no with a smile. My body slightly still feeling him thrusting but my mind knowing he's not. I lay fully on the ground and I trusts harder into me during him switching in-between hitting my princess spot and making my whole body tremble I could only hear a few phrases come from his mouth. A sharp "I didn't tell you to fucking close your legs" as he pounds me harder, I apologize as I whimper slightly. "Louder my slut" and I smiled very happily and moaned louder for him. I heard, "say my name" and I started to moan Sean repeatedly all at the same time this was happening he would occasionally pull me away from the tree because he would push me into the tree with each thrust. I used my hand to keep myself from being pushed to far into the tree. He got close and locked, bit and played with my breasts. He got up and sat on the ground. I got my mind together, and I noticed change in energy, i asked him if he was ok and as soon as I heard him say no, I got up and began to hold him. Let him rest against me. There was two large hole where his knees dug into the ground. He told me his heart was giving him issues and how he couldn't finish. I slightly wanted to slap him for not stopping sooner. Me ignoring my entire body my mind focused on him he points out how I'm shaking caring for him when I should just sit down and rest myself. But I wouldn't be able to do so. We sit and start talking and he reaches between my thighs and fingers me once more, my body and everything so sensitive the slightest movement feel like a small version of my g spot with each touch. My body releases everything it has on one of the handjobs he gave me. I thought it was just the squirt but I had apparently released my other body fluid. He comments on how my breathe smells like 'his dick' after I've completely forgotten about before, I then back away and keep my distance better. I get up shaking like crazy to get him on of my mints because he said he feels like he is going to throw up. I was going to put my panties back on but he says "I'm not done with you yet" I put them down and lean down to him again. Before I know it he has pulled me over his knee slightly confused but going with it. I hear "I've been waiting for this" as a sharp pain strikes my attention. My brain took a second to think of what just happened. He did it again, using his hand to slide across my ass after each hit. I realized I began to like feeling he begins to finger fuck me then I began to get pounded again. My mouth dry unable to feel body I begin to fall. I felt my body become so weak u couldn't raise my head let alone the rest of my body. As he pounded into me I felt my knees throb in pain from the ground. For a moment I think I may have blacked out slightly because I remember closing my eyes and feeling my entire body go limp. I almost called the safe word, but I heard "just a little longer please babygirl" and I found strength my body had hidden away to last till he needed. For a moment I couldn't get up or raise my head. I fought my body to raise up but it refused. I had the feeling of almost passing out and sleeping but I had enough strength to fight it. My body took a moment to be able to get up and for a while I could barely stand. Lila turned up the bodies endurance to max so I could walk. He walked me to the bench and had me sit down. His mother came and got him and I sat on the bench for a while before heading my way home.
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