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Chapter 1.

TW⚠️- If you are not okay with self-harm, abuse or other sensitive topics, please do NOT read TW⚠️

'This is in a diary format'

Entry No. 1

Whenever I hurt myself, I feel like I'm relieving all the regrets in my life.
Don't ask me why, but it just does.
Because, between you and me, the regret I feel is something that I want to get rid of.

I want to become a better person, but at the moment, that just does not feel possible. I'm sure whoever is reading this can relate. Now, I don't want anyone to have the wrong idea that I just let whomever read my relatively "new" diary, but, this is sort of, how do I put this? A suicide note.

Okay, okay, I know what you're going to say, 'jeez so morbid and edgy'. And you'd be right and wrong at the same time.

Well, its not a suicide note YET. I'm waiting for something or someone to make me want to see what tomorrow's like. So, in other words, this diary, if worse comes to worse and I can no longer bear to stay in this world, will become a suicide note. So, to the person who may or may not find my body... hi. How ya doing?

I'll update you if something happens.