"Dear Brendon, my name is Olivia. I am writing this to tell you how much you mean to me. I know you don't know me, and we've never met before, but honestly, you are a huge part of my life. About two years ago I was diagnosed with severe depression, and I wanted you to know what every time I feel sad, or lonely, I look to you for comfort. You've helped me through many, many hard times in my life that you don't even know about. Your interviews and music never fail to make me laugh, and smile, and feel something. Because sometimes all I need is to just feel SOMETHING. But I'm telling you this to not only say thank you, but because I need you. I need you right now. At this time I'm contemplating something I shouldn't be. I'm about to do something stupid. I want to die Brendon. I just want to die! And no one understands me. No one...but you. All I need is for you to respond to me. I just need one response. One. I need you to know I exist. I need you to stop me from taking my life tonight. Anything. Just respond. I just need a simple acknowledgement of my existence, from you. You have an hour. I'm counting now. Please."
Her shaky hands hovered over the send button for a few moments, before she finally made the decision to push it. This was it.
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'Olivia Densett would like to send you a photo'
His phone read.
'Accept' or 'Ignore'
Quickly Brendon sighed, pressing ignore. He didn't have time to answer every single fans messages on Instagram. His inbox had already been loaded with far more IM's than he could bear to count. He clicked his phone off, and pushed it back down into his pocket.
"Just ignoring one couldn't hurt."
Could it?
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Dear Brendon • Brendon Urie
FanficWhen Brendon causes a fan to take her own life, she is forced to fulfill her mission by contacting him from the grave. Can she change him for the better, or is she forever stuck in purgatory?
