My songs

I wish

Lately everything sucks and I don't know what to do anymore, but so does everybody else, like c'mon were are just teens trying to be adults.

And I know I'm mature for my age but it's hard to be anything else when life has push you until you reach your edge.

I wish I were somebody else that could be themselves, I wish my teenage was as great as it sounds it should been, I wish I were her so maybe I could be able to love myself

I wish I were that Instagram girl who just blinks and already has everyone on their knees, I wish I could sing so maybe my own songs would sound as I want them to be, I wish I were her so maybe I could be able to love myself.

And I know this are just nonsense rymes because I will never be able to hold on to that dream this night.

Some of you can cry but the majority would just seem surprised 'cause the girl you force me to be its going to become the next funeral new tonight.

I wish my life wasn't a mess so maybe I could feel better about myself, I wish I could say that everything is fine but that would be a lie, I wish I didn't have to go tonight.

I wish my life would have been different so maybe I would still be here, I wish mom and dad could forgive me for what I'm going to do, I wish this story doesn't relate to you, but all I can say is if it does, just  search for me on the stars near to the moon...

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