I met them in the Summer [Haikyu x Reader]

Everyone has a secret (Chapter 4)

Day 1
It was my first night here i woke up during the night looked at my Phone the clock showed 4:56 am I decided to get up and get dressed I put my black track short and a Crop top It made me feel confident I let my hair down and quickly did my make up.I took a tiny piece of plastic out of my hidden package I put that tiny piece of plastic into my shoe and went out for my jog.I didn't notice it but Kuroo had followed me
After some time i took a complete different way than normally I ran into the woods and so did Kuroo but quietly so I wouldn't notice him after I thought I was alone i took the  package out of my shoe it was a pill I took the pill and crashed it with a Credit Card  i made a line with the powder that I made and I sniffed it I was halfway thru the  about 7cm long line when a familiar voice screamed at me

"_____-CHAN! STOP ARE U CRAZY?! Why are u doing that to yourself !?" screamed Kuroo angry and worried
I looked up at Nekomas Captain
I was silent I couldn't get a word out of my mouth If he told anyone I would be expelled from my School and it would cause a huge Scandal

„Kuroo I-What are u even doing here?" those where the only words that came out of my Mouth

„I had a strange feeling and I was right!" answered Kuroo

„Listen here Kuroo I'm gonna be honest we both know You don't actually care about me so how much will it cost to keep this a secret between me and you ? I said Kuroo

„I may have known you for only a few hours but it doesn't mean I don't care about you you Idiot you are just slowly killing yourself ?!" these words were so numb to me I genuinely didn't care about myself anymore so Kuroos words didnt really hit me

„DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME?! NO! DO YOU KNOW WHAT SHIT I'VE BEEN THRU?! NO !! SO DON'T GIVE YOURSELF THE PRIVILEGE TO ‚Safe me' I'VE BEEN DEAD INSIDE FOR I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW LONG NOW SO PLEASE LET ME BE" I screamed while shredding tears and falling to the ground
Kuroo was speechless he had never seen someone in so much pain he saw how much [Y/N] was in pain and he didn't want to bring anymore to her
"Promise you won't do it again" Kuroo said with a slightly shaking voice
"What?"I asked in confusion
"If you promise you won't do it again I won't tell" Kuroo said
"That was my last pill so I gues we have a deal" I lied but I couldn't go back home now I would just go back to the state I've been in before and I couldn't allow that to happen again After thoose words Kuroo ran to me he gave me the biggest hug I've ever had it felt nice
"T-Thank you " I chuckled "Now let's head back to others should be awake by now"I said and grabbed Kuroos arm and we ran The fact that it didn't bother him or confuse him that we were holding Hands didn't shock me
He gave me the biggest smile as if the time has stopped and in no time we were back at the Camp we walked in and noone of us noticed that we were still holding hands until
"Uhhh you guys look at Kuroo and [Y/N] are holding hands" shouted someone from the back

"Shit sorry Kuroo"I said while letting go of his hand

"Way to ruin my morning you guys"said Kuroo to the crowd while frowning

"Fuckkk I left in my bag didn't I" I whispered while panicking

"What ___-chan ?" asked Bokuto while standing infromt of me with Oikawa and Kuroo

„I-uh-I nothing haha" I said nervous „brb" and I ran off
„I don't trust her" said Kuroo while running quietly after me
„Waitt Kurobro we're coming aswell!" said Bokuto while dragging Oikawa behind him
„DON'T DARE TO TELL ANYONE AND IF YOU DO I WILL PERSONALLY KILL YOU ok ?!"said Kuroo to the other 2 boys who just nodded
„I caught __-chan do drugs this morning after I yelled at her she completely broke down so now this is a secret between us I'm just scared she's doing them right now"explained Kuroo the two nodded as they followed me again when I got there my mind was to focused I didn't hear them come in as I searched for my thing
„Thank god I found it „ I said out loud while taking a pink notebook from my bag I hid it under my mattress and went back
„Quick hide"said Oikawa while pushing them into the toilet that was right next to the Hall where they slept
After I went back to the dinning room They quickly ran to my mattress and took my pink notebook They didn't know it yet it was my Bad thoughts book whenever I had suicidal/bad/sad thoughts I wrote them in there
Wait listen to this
„My parents always said I was a bad Child throwing me away into the bad pile All my life been putting on my fake smile" read Kuroo out loud

„GUYS WHAT ABOUT THIS ONE
‚Just stop my crying its a sign of the time Welcome to my Final year" read Bokuto afraid

„One thing and its back to my beginning Cause everything is rushing in fast and its keep going you will never look back" read Oikawa in confusion

„Beg you to stay,beg you to stay sometimes you're a stranger in my bed don't know if you love me or you want me dead" Kuroo read, he knew something was off with me but he didn't know what it bugged him „I think that's enou-"

„Wait listen to this: I still remember 3rd of December me in your sweater You said it looked better on me than it did you only if I knew"said Oikawa while reading

„Lets head back before they think something sus is going on

The boys hid the notebook again and walked to the dinning table they sat together so they could talk about what they would do with me

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