warning:this chapter contains a little bit of force
y/n pov
As I lied in bed with Draco I thought to myself how my life had been going great. When I first broke up with Cedric my life was a complete mess. I knew we weren't meant to be but i was just so lost...so confused. Now everything is ok.
Draco and I have gotten so close. We walked to class together everyday and he always ate meals with me. My friends didn't really mind Draco being around, except for Harry but he got used to it.
Draco made me happy. We brought out the best in eachother.
"Do you want to go to hogsmeade with me? We don't have any classes today." Draco asked.
I gave him a smile and we both got ready. Once we got to hogsmeade we both got butter beers before going into honeydukes.
Draco was buying some choclate frogs as I put my hands in my pocket and remembered I had taken Ginny's quill and never gave it back to her. "I'll be right back Draco. I just need to give something to Ginny."
Draco nodded as I spotted Ginny outside and ran up to her. I gave Ginny her quill as I felt a harsh tap on my shoulder. I turned around to see Draco.
"Hello babe. Come with me." He said. He never called me babe, but I went with him anyways.
I followed him to to a store in hogsmeade i had never seen or been in before. I let out a quiet scream as he pulled my wrist and took the two of us in a large closet.
"Get on ur knees right fucking now." I noticed as Dracos voice sounded different. It sounded angry and deeper.
"Draco what? where r we?" I asked while lifting up his chin gently.
He shoved my hand away. "I said hey on ur fucking knees, whore."
I knew Draco had the reputation of calling girls names but for some reason he had NEVER called me a whore, which i was thankful of.
"Draco, stop being so horny and let's go back to hogwarts." I whisper and turn around but stop as he muffled a spell that locks the door.
"I swear if u don't get on ur knees right now you will regret it." He yelled and I flinched.
I was scared, shocked, confused. Something just felt so off. Of course it was like Draco to always want to have sex anywhere at anytime, but this, this wasn't my draco.
I don't know what got to me but I did as I-was told. My knees hit the ground and he pulled his pants and boxers down quickly. "Come on u pathetic whore. Suck all of it right now or else." Draco spat and grabbed my head and forcing my mouth open.
Before I could even say or do anything and shoved his long dick in my mouth. It immediately hit the back of my throat and I tried not to gag.
"Is that the best you can do? SUCK IT ALL!" He screamed louder than i have ever heard him scream before.
I did as I was told and sucked it all, fast and hard. Soon I could feel as he was about to cum. He released in my mouth and I swallowed. As soon as he heard it go down my throat he shoved me out of the way, pulled his pants back on and opened the door.
"Ur a piece of shit u know that right? U do anything for anyone, how pathetic." He said as he kicked my right leg and left me in the closet, all alone with tears rolling down my cheeks.
What the hell just happened!?!?!
After lying on the floor for a while I forced myself to get up. I knew that was not the real Draco. Maybe he was drugged? I had no idea but I had to get up.
My leg hurt badly as I looked down at it and saw blood trickling down from a small cut.
Nothing else hurt, except for my heart.
"Draco wouldn't do that." I told myself over and over again while getting up and walking through the door.
I reached outside and stepped in the snow. People surrounded me. People I knew and felt safe around. I took a deep breath before going back up to hogwarts by myself.
I went to my dorm and stayed there for the rest of the day until I fell asleep. I felt numb. I wanted to talk to my friends. I wanted to talk to Draco, but for some reason i just couldn't.
It was once again morning and I knew I had to eat, but I was hungry. I knew if I didn't eat my friends would notice and worry about me, so i went to the great hall for breakfast.
I sat by myself avoiding everyone as the only "food" i got was orange juice.
I drank it slowly as it burnt my throat. I had been crying and my eyes were puffy and a bit red. I stared at the large doors waiting for draco to come, and my heart jumped as he did.
His hand in his platinum blonde hair with a worried look on his face as he rushed to the ravenclaw table. I stared as he went to talk to Luna. Why was he talking to her? I watched as his confused face wondered over to the slytherin table as Pansy pulled him down next to her.
I sat in my seat far away from everyone else sipping my orange juice watching as Pansy talked to Draco all of breakfast.
I couldn't take it anymore and walked to my first class, defense against dark arts. (DADA)
I hid myself in the back of the room hoping draco wouldn't notice me, but he did. He ran back to me and stared into my eyes.
"Where the hell have u been y/n?"
I opened my mouth to reply but no words came out, only tears.
He lifted his hand and touched my cheek but I shoved his hand away and wiped away my own tears.
He was about to say something but professor lupin walked in.
"Today we will be practicing on Boggarts. They r creatures who r quite easy to maintain. No one knows what they look like for they take the shape of ur biggest fear. We will get in a line one at a time and u will face ur boggart and turn it into something funny. All u have to say is ridiculous."
We practiced the spell a few times as I backed away from draco.
I went to the back of the line while he was near the front. yes
A few people went and it was dracos turn. I imagined the boggart would turn into his father, who he had told me all about how cruel he was, or maybe he who must not be named himself, but the whole class gasped at what his boggart actually was.
I felt eyes stare at me.
Dracos boggart was...me leaving him.
This was when I knew he did love me. Whoever I was with yesterday was NOT DRACO. I had to figure out who it actually was. I needed to let draco know everything that happened.
I would tell him RIGHt after class but first it was soon my turn to face the boggart. As it stood in front of me I expected it to turn into...darkness. something depressing, loneliness but I couldn't stop thinking about what Dracos was.
I took a step back in shock as the bogart in front of me turned into something that I realzied was my all time biggest fear
Draco dead.
