all lies for love

not feeling it.

BILLIES POV:
My name is bil short for billie, I'm 5'5, I'm 17, I write music for really big stars, beyonce, cardi B, jessie reyez, you name it my boyfriends name is trey. That's all about me I'm going to see my boyfriend today for a picnic date.

"Are you ready to go" trey says scaring the absolute shit out of me

"Babe I thought I was going to your house" I say whining

" Why are you so mad that I came to your house to pick you up" he says with a confused look on his face

"Nothing" I say as I get up to kiss him

"Bye Adrian" I say, Adrian is my twin brother, he's such a dork, but I'm the only one that talks to him anymore ever since he came out as pansexual.

"Bye ugly" Adrian says walking back into his room.

Trey and I walk out the door and get in the car, as we are almost there I watch him do his cringy ass dance, but I don't say anything because I don't want to hurt his feelings, he parks the car and he gets out, he goes around the car and opens my door, we start walking around for a few minutes but it feels like forever we find a spot and put the blanket down.

"You first m'lady" he says motioning me to sit down.

Now I know that's supposed to be romantic but eww, we sit and, and we talk, and we eat, but I was really tired after two hours and he caught on and asked me "do you wanna go to my house" I obliviously didn't want to and I wanted to go back home to my house but what came out my mouth was "yeah baby I love to"

5 minutes later.

Trey and I walk into his house hearing

"Gay people are bad Lilyana what do you not understand about that"

We freeze in are steps and trey says

"Hey mom what's all this about why are you grilling Lily" trey says scratching his head

" Trey tell your sister that being gay is bad, and that us Christens don't do that" Trey's mom said with an angry look on her face.

Trey looked very uncomfortable so he told his mom "I dont want to get in between you and her right now" he motioned me to come up stairs with him, as I walked past his sister she touched my hand slightly, but I brush it off as an acident.

10:AM

"I'm going to sleep" trey says turning around with his back facing me

"Ok" I say turning my phone off and laying down.

*Pssst, pssst*

"Lilyana?"